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Saturday, May 16, 2009
4am and pretty much don't feel like sleeping... Because I am disgusted with myself.
Been thinking alot of late.
I never seemed to carry out the things that I say. I do not like it, but I still do it.
Am I really so stubborn? ( YES I am)
Lately I have resorted to using materials to satisfy my emotional needs. Just thinking of things to buy all the time. Totally unhealthy.
I really need to get myself occupied with something, someone.
BUT I have my mind on someone who doesn't even bother about me. Its really annoying!
And I swear I HATE it.
And this makes me hate myself. Even more!
I hate the me now.
I hate the me who do not stand up for myself.
Always letting others bully.
Where is your pride?
You have totally lost it.
Disgusting.
With Love, Jas 4:08 AM
Jasmin Kee
CHIJ-OLGC, Cedar Girls' Sec Sch, CJC, SIM
jas2104@hotmail.com
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