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Welcome To My Secret Garden
Sunday, September 30, 2007
I just broke the heart of the person who loves me. It hurts me too.
Don't ask me if I am ok. Although that is the most politically right thing to say now, but I would rather you say nothing at all.
Why don't ask me if I am ok? Cos obviously, I am NOT ok and the only politically right answer I can give to that question is, "I am fine. No worries."
Don't force me to put up a false front anymore. I don't wanna put up a false front anymore!!
This is the time that I should trully be myself and act myself. No more hiding in the shadows of doing what others tell to me do. I am sure they have good intentions, but I chose my path. I'm not sure if its the right thing to do but I will bear the consequences myself.
This may be the act of stubborn-ness and impulse, but IT'S MY LIFE...
All that I can say I regretted doing was to say things and do things that hurt other people and whilst I do that, there seems to be nothing that I can do to remedy the situation. It has really come to a point that I am not sure saying "Sorry" is appropriate anymore.
Someone told me that its rather natural for me to feel and do whatever I am doing now. I got myself into a r/s when I was too young. And now, the r/s has matured but I have not. I am still looking for something exciting... To feel pampered, to feel special and definitely not to settle down... The timing is just not right. Its it true??? Or is it just an excuse I give to myself for all my wrong-doings?
Its 30th Sept today, I hope seven days later, life will be easier...
I'm sorry, I would rather I am hated for bringing so much pain...
With Love, Jas 10:53 PM
Jasmin Kee
CHIJ-OLGC, Cedar Girls' Sec Sch, CJC, SIM
jas2104@hotmail.com
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