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Welcome To My Secret Garden
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you love enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me
I heard this song on Class 95 just now and I was reminded how sensational Michael Jackson used to be. To be precise, he was the King of Pop. But just look at him now! What has happened to the one who moved many hearts with his songs? The extensive plastic surgery has made it so difficult to spot any resemblence to what he once used to be and definitely ruining his career in one way or another.
To the generation Y, many would probably know how to sing at least one of Michael Jackson's song. As for now, you can see Jackson's CD lying around the sales corner selling at $9.95. How sad can it be?
I was surfing on Funkygrad webbie and came across this article "Can A Girl Love Another Girl?"
Being from a girl's school I remember having to attend talks regarding relationships, infatuation and love. Despite the fact that the speaker tried very hard to convince us that if we are fond of any of our peers in school, it probably will just be just a crush, not love. I wonder. Its a phase that comes and goes rapidly especially for girls in girl's school. Is it true? I wonder.
I still remembered how much those speakers used to emphasize that we should only start finding boyfriends and engaging in relationships only when we are in Universities (for the reason that we should concentrate on our studies before that) I questioned. Ain't it too late?
Life is not a refrigerator where you can freeze ur feelings and store it away. Until when you think its the right time then you can choose to thaw whatever you stored, as and when you like. Assuming things will remain the same as before.
Life's not like that. Feelings fade, feelings change. In order to live life to the fullest, shouldn't we try to experience and behold all that we can and not wait till its too late for remorse?
I never heeded any of such what I though as ridiculous advices and and plunge into a relationship when I was 14. I kept it from my family. Seniors disapproved, teachers frowned. I just followed my heart and did what I think I will not regret. I don't want to live a life of regrets. That's a principle I strongly adhere to.
I have walked through that relationship for close to 7 years and still walking through it. Yes, its totally surprising for many to think that young girl can stay committed to one guy for so long. Well, I did it. It wasn't too difficult, I guess.
However, after being in a relationship for so long. I really yearn to get back the feel of singlehood. Somehow humans are weird. On a same patch of grassland, the grass still seem to be greener on the other side. I want to have the feeling that I do not have to report to anyone regarding where am I, what am I doing, who am I with etc. I want to enjoy freedom to the max somehow, somewhere.
I guess I value friendship more than anything else, cos I am sure friends last, love might not. However I think its stupid for those who want their loves to remain as friend in fear that they might lose them one day. Hey! You should not walk into a relationship thinking that its gonna end!! That's Foolish... But think again, love itself is a foolish game, and we willingly and constantly get fooled by it.
I admit, I am darn foolish.
With Love, Jas 8:50 PM
Jasmin Kee
CHIJ-OLGC, Cedar Girls' Sec Sch, CJC, SIM
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