Welcome To My Secret Garden
Friday, January 05, 2007
This post is totally random from a sleepless night... I think i am running crazy with endless negative thoughts...
I feel lost in my own world. Seems that I have friends who are by my side constantly yet sometimes I feel that I am all alone in this heartless world...
Men are all selfish. I am selfish too. I want the best for myself but in reality not everything will turn out as I wish it will be... Can feelings be trusted? Can anyone in this world be trusted? I think I can only depend on myself, but I can't trust myself as much as I want to...
I am confused with myself. I am confused with all the things that are happening around me.. I find things getting more and more complex as my life proceeds. I feel tired to be involved in such complexity.
Human relationship is so magical yet so manipulative. Human itself is so complex in its make-up. From the cells to the tissues to the organs to the thoughts, the desires, the love and the hatred. Why can't things be as simple as what I used to think it was?
Do I sound silly preaching about my dissatisfaction about the life I am living in? I am a silly girl who still believes in fairy tales... Beauty and the beast lives happily ever after... Never will they quarrel and never will they fall ill and die... I am still believing in it even though it is never true...
Bring me to Planet Euthopia. Sit with me by the sea and enjoy the sea breeze as well as each others' companion. Just let me know you are around me is good enough. I will be satisfied with just that, and even if I may not be satisfied with just that, I will force myself to do so.There is nothing to worry on your part. I am not noble but I will work towards being a noble one...
One thing I ask from all of you is to just remember me as a good girl, someone whom you will miss being with...
With Love, Jas 4:09 AM
Jasmin Kee
CHIJ-OLGC, Cedar Girls' Sec Sch, CJC, SIM
jas2104@hotmail.com
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