Men Fear for the unknown. And death is unknown to me. I fear Death. How is like being dead and watching the people you love from up above?
There is every possibility that I may be dead anytime from now. 5 recent cases of people found dead in their sleep has made me feel that life is so short and unpredictable.
Will people I love remember me after I die?
All I wish for is for people I love to remember me. I hope they will reserve a place in their hearts for me. A place where there will be fond memories of us together. Times where happiness, joy and even tears that fill up our lives now. I hope they will think about those fond memories every now and then. Smiling and looking silly as they think about it.
That's all I am asking for...
I love you all...
With Love, Jas 6:03 PM
I went to watch Flags Of Our Fathers yesterday...
Very typical war movie, but I think it reveals the reality of life and mass media.
People get manipulated by the mass media, and some may be so affected by it even without realising it. Oh well, I guess life is like that. Till now i have not mastered the art of seeing through the evils of human beings.
Why are people born being selfish?
I admit, I am a selfish idiot too.
Back to the movie.
War movies never fail to make me cry. Am I soft-hearted?
I cry when I see people cry. I cry when I see people die.
Maybe I just too immersed in the plot of the movie.
One more thing, I realised my Mum has developed a weird habit recently.
She seemed to enjoy washing dishing in the pitch-dark kitchen.
Its so dark I can hardly see a thing, but she's still able to wash the dishes!
*Puzzled* Maybe its all the effort and determination to save some electricity.
=P
My brother have plans of buying a car. I must say, I have mixed feelings about it.
I am glad that if he owns a car, there will be more convenience to my entire family especially during chinese new year. However, I have reservations of him owning a car as I feel that it will be quite taxing on him.
Oh well, a car is a long term liability. There are many things to consider ie Road Tax, Insurance, Petrol, Parking, and any cases of unforeseen circumstances. I feel that it will be a better idea to save some money for marriage instead of getting a car. But, whatever it is, so long as owning a car makes you happy, i am supportive of it.
=D
Thanks Andrew for the bookmark! Ernie is SoOOoo CUUuuttteee!!
I better stop before I start rambling like an Auntie =)
With Love, Jas 2:21 AM
I feel like an idiot. I am supposed to study but I always end up playing or sleeping.
I did not hand in so many assignments. Late for class.
I am disgusted with myself!
The Fat Idiot typing this entry better wake up from honey moon period and start doing something! If not how the hell u gona earn that first class??
*Slap, Slap, Slap!!*
Bleah
Bleah
Bleah
I can't wait for Christmas!
Do I have that Gucci Bag for Christmas present?
I promise I'll do my assignments and be on time for classes!!
With Love, Jas 10:23 AM
I don't know what to blog about, but just feel like blogging.
Good news: Chiobu Tea is a Priest!! Muax!
Sick, I sound weird! Chiobu Tea, I need heal and dispel!!
Met Geok and Bimbo Hui today.. Damn tired.. Not exactly in the mood to shop at all..
I feel like i am floating, giddy as i am typing...
I want that $500 Gucci bag...
With Love, Jas 12:37 AM
Wed: Met Bimbo Hui again.
Today truly inspires me to earn big bucks in the future,
if not, marry a rich guy. But I think its better I depend on myself.
But if anyone wanna help me out in satisfying my desires, i will gladly accept.
=D
Here it goes...
I want that LV wallet ($680) *ching ching*
I want that Coach Clutch bag ($300+) *ching ching*
I want that Gucci Bag (not sure price) *ching ching*
I want that Burberry key holder ($200) *ching ching*
I want that (Forgot how to spell the brand) Heels ($79.90) *ching ching*
I want that Heatwave stilettoes ($30+?) *ching ching*
I want that Hat ($49.90) *ching ching*
I want that N73 Music Edition ($400+) *ching ching*
And don't forget that LV Papillon
=D
CALL ME MATERIAL GIRL~!
I was thinking about being single. I can't remember the times when I was SINGLE.
Can anyone tell me how it feels like being single?
It's all because I seem to only look at the advantages of singlehood.
Freedom is the top advantage.
I am not saying I have no freedom, but things will be rather different I guess.
Neither am I implying that I will be single, but I don't deny that I yearn to know what's behind that wall.
Bimbo Hui said guys treat single girls and attached girls differently.
I think she makes her point. Hardly anyone will do anything not hoping for something in return. That's life!
Life is quite sad...
For those single and availabled, cherish singlehood to the MAX!
I will promise I will be a good girl and will anyone just give me something in return?? Like the LV bag or wallet... Pretty Please????
With Love, Jas 2:16 AM
I took so long to complete my POA assignment~!!
I started doing it the moment I ended work..
And the next thing i realised, its already ONE O'CLOCK~!
At least 2 hours! OMG~! If i do this in exams I will fail!!
But still I am so happy~! Because I balanced the accounts!!
YiPPiE!!!
Keke~!
Did not train my Tea today.. I miss my chiobu Tea~!
Chiobu Tea, when will u be priest?
I love u Tea~! No matter how long it is, I'll wait till you be priest~!
LOL~!
SO SO SO SO happy~! Just because i finished my assignment~!
I am so silly.. Whatever~!
With Love, Jas 1:32 AM
Chiobu~!! =)
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 6:15 PM
No school tomorrow!! HURRAY! YIppIe!
But what should I do tomorrow?
I realised there are so many things I wanna do. Seems like I don't have enough time and resources to do all of them.
1. I wanna take up Dancing.
I wanna dance as sultry and graciously as a swan... Like those ballroom dancers.
2. I wanna level up my oOTeaLeafOo.
I wanna be priest! When will that be?
3. I wanna dye my hair black.
Just a darker colour, I dun like my hair colour now. Its neither black nor brown.
What about purple? Just like Bimbo Hui's?
4. I wanna buy more clothes, shoes, makeup, accessories.
When will money drop from the sky?
5. I wanna go rollerblading and buy my own blades!
Rollerblading is fun! Just can't forget the times when I started learning it!
6. I wanna lose weight!
I wanna be a skinnier, prettier and lovely babe.
7. Swim Swim Swim Swim Swim Swim Swim Swim
=D
8. I wanna meet up with my girlfriends more often.
Eat and shop, Eat and shop, Eat and shop and not worry about money and gaining weight!
9. I wanna get first class honours!
Time to MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG~!
10. I wanna be happy.
I want everyone around me to be happy. I want to live happily ever after!
Where is my sugar daddy?
With Love, Jas 2:53 PM
A Series Of Unfortunate Events
1. Got stepped on my feet by someone in school and lost some blood.
2. Almost sprained my ankle on the same day while walking.
I think I have to re-learn how to walk properly. Is there any classes on this? Or any one has any useful tips to share?
Celebrated Martin's birthday on Friday at Fish and co.
Thanks for the dinner Martin~!
Happy Birthday Martin~!!
Went out with Bimbo Hui during mid-week and I bought a skirt. Yes, another skirt. Really love what I bought! Hehe! I never really counted how many skirts i owned, but i was really bored the other day. So, I went to count how many I have. To my surprise, I have more than 20 of them.
(Is that considered alot? I guess it is alot to me)
And the worst thing is, I want to buy more. Nothing seems to be enough eventhough things seem to be overflowing from that wardrobe. Need a bigger wardrobe? Nah! It's big enough!
=D
I want to go HONGKONG! *hopefully I can save enough money to go next year*
Which implies, I have to cut down on my spendings. The fact is, there is nothing much for me to cut down because I hardly spend. (I think I am lying)
I think I should play more of Maplestory and stop myself from visiting shopping malls.
I want to buy a pair of Red Hot Stilletoes! And that black pair. And that one, and that, and that too...
Besides skirts, I have a thing for shoes too!
Well, I am not sure if I can carry that Red Stilettoes off. Haha!
I have a shopping list that goes on forever......
I think all I need most now is a Sugar Daddy, erm... Sugar Kor-Kor also welcomed~! Haha!!
Those interested, contact me! ;D
With Love, Jas 1:56 AM
I wanna go back to my childhood days!
I wanna go back to primary school days where life is so simple. You don't think about anything, and everything just fall into place nicely. Its nice growing up, but I feel tired now. Quite sick and tired of thinking about tomorrow, worried about everything that comes into my way.
I miss going to church every friday in my primary school days. Singing hymes even though I am not a Catholic. I miss playing catching with my friends during recess under those 2 trees. I miss having swimming lessons every Friday morning @ Bishan swimming complex. I miss our swimming coach, Mr Woo. I miss running errands for my teachers. I miss sitting on the swing near my primary school. I miss visitng 7-11 after school. I miss having science experiments. I miss doing prefectorial duties. I miss wearing my school uniform.
I miss Cedar.
I miss NCC.
Is there a time machine where I can revisit the past? I promise I'll be a good girl if you will bring me back to the past for awhile...
With Love, Jas 11:59 PM
Why is there no winter in Singapore?
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 4:14 PM
Rain dosen't stop me from smiling =D
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 4:14 PM
My Shuai Ge *muack*
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 4:13 PM
Taking a break from reading by the pool *rejuvenated*
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 4:12 PM
=P
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 4:12 PM
Lick Lick Lick~!
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 4:10 PM
Beautiful flowers should not wither
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 4:00 PM
Do you know how it feels like waking in the middle of the night, feeling cold and shivery, and feels like those gastric juices are going to burn up the stomach? The excruciating pain is quite daunting. And the worst of all, seems like no one is there to help you. And all you feel like doing is simply to sleep the pain away...
The next morning when u wake up and told a person that you were in pain the entire night, and the reply is nothing close to a warm consolation...
I know how it feels like...
BITTER
With Love, Jas 2:51 PM
Women are the most beautiful when they feel beautiful, I don't feel beautiful.
Old, Haggard and Fat Fat Fat Fat Fat Ass~!
Bring me an ice cold beer Honey. Cool me down Baby.
I wanna go swimming and swim all my unhappiness away...
Boo~!
I wanna be a princess, spoilt and innocent. Pamper me baby~!
With Love, Jas 12:26 AM
I don't know how should I say this but I am freaking disappointed with nokia pc suite. Because it never fails to fail on me. It never connects my phone to my pc. Install and uninstall umpteen times and its still freaking me out! ARGH~!
Today should be a happy day, but freaking nokia pc suite spoiled the nice day for me.
Visited Vivocity with Bimbo Hui today. I never got anything for myself but Bimbo Hui has her arms filled with plastic and paper bags from different shops. Freaking lose out~! But its alright, because I am still a poor student. I shouldn't be spending as much as her anyway.
I need more clothes and more shoes and more bags and more accessories and more more more more.......
I guess i can never satisfy my materialistic desires for now.
I LOVE TO BE DRIVEN AROUND BY SHUAI GE~! hehe... *muackZ*
Shuai-Ge and Mei-Nu
Btw, Guys and Girls really sees the same things differently.
Guys think that I have messy hair that dosen't suit me.
Girls think that I look nice in my hair.
So, who should i trust?
Difficult to trust girls because they may not want me to look prettier than them, that's why they say i look nice(but in fact deep inside they are cursing and swearing about my hair)
Oh well... What can i do?? I am still an ugly girl next door... *sob*
With Love, Jas 1:51 AM
I have some newly found addictions.
I am addicted to watching movies.
I am addicted to watching korean drama.
I am addicted to sleeping long hours.
I have an all-time addiction: Shopping.
I am addicted to you...
I am becoming more and more auntie... Sigh~!
I will try my best to become a Hottie, man~!
Just wait and see...
With Love, Jas 4:56 PM
Abandoned this blog for more than a year and i finally decided to make a come back...
Blog currently under construction... Stay tune for more updates...
With Love, Jas 3:20 PM