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Monday, November 15, 2004
Just Laine said," Hey, How come you can be with a person for so long? 4 years. Don't you fell bored?"
HmmmnZ... How to answer that? My immediate answer is that when you love someone you will not be tired of the person... Everyday is a new day, with new experience... You do different things with him everyday, talk about different things everyday... There is something new everyday... So, how is it you can grow tired of the person?
Love is different from fondness... Though there is only a thin line drawn betewwn the two.. but they are totally different concepts... Until now, i still can't define 'love' but it is definitely different from fondness... You can grow fond of a person but not love the person at the same time.... HmmmnZ... its rather complex... Go watch Princess' diaries and you will get to see an example..
Actually i don't know how to answer that question... Relationships are really unpredictable... there are many stories about couples who are together for more than 5 years but end up parting with eachother... Maybe for the past few years, the are only fond of eachother, they have never really love eachother...
I don't know if i am really in love of i have been very fond of him for the past 4 years... I am really not sure of my feelings...
Do you really love me or are you just fond of me?
Studied at Koven CC today with my dear Laine, Mich and Geok... Haha.. Learnt alot today... did Nov 2003 paper today.. I hope tomorrow's paper will not be too difficult... GOD PLEASE BLESS ME~!!
He will be back in 4 days time... Getting more and more excited about it.. Really can't wait to see him... Absence really makes the heart grow fonder...
Read Mich blog just now... I really must agree with her for everything... Sometimes, I really feel very lonely... Sometimes its even when you have your friends around you but you still can feel lonely... This is simply because the people you want to be with is not with you...there is the kind of emptiness which cause the feeling of loneliness in you... No doubt, i feel very lonely because he is not here with me at this crucial point of my life, luckily i have Laine, Mich and Geok here to accompany me.. If they were not around, i will feel even more lonely... So, Mic don't worry... All will be over soon..
GOSH~! i really miss him now... I hope friday will come soon...
With Love, Jas 10:22 PM
Jasmin Kee
CHIJ-OLGC, Cedar Girls' Sec Sch, CJC, SIM
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