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Friday, November 12, 2004
Decided to blog today....
Good news~!! My skirt is in town!! And its in my room now~!! WONDERFUL~!! This calls for a celebration or something... hehe... I guess i am really too happy for anything else ( erm, no~!! i will be happier if he is back here with me )
There is another white skirt which is supposed to arrive earlier... but there is no one at his house to await the grand arrival of the parcel, singapore post has been like keeping it for more than a wek liaoZ.... Poor white skirt~!! don't worry i will sayayng you when u come into my hands ok.... I will welcome you with open arms...
Oh great~! i can start counting down on his arrival date.... there is still exactly 7 days to go~!! very soon i can hug him tight already.... *can't wait*
Been thinking of him the entire time just now... Thought of him when i was watching tv... thought of him when i was admiring my new skirt... I find myself rather stupid... I been dreaming of myself hugging him at the airports arrival hall... i been dreaming of him showing the things he bought for me from Australia in his room... Too much castles in the air~!! But really, i missed his room... hehe!! i missed the cosiness of his room... i miss cooking dinner for him and his sister... i miss everything about him...
*Don't worry jas, he is coming back in 7 days time*
And when he comes back on Friday, i will be left with only Econs paper on Monday... After that i will be absolutely free to meet him everyday...
I miss shopping too... Its been a long time since i stepped into orchard road... I want to shop at Forever21, Zara, Mango, Roxy many many... but currently i am super duper poor... i owe M1 a total of more than $120 of bill... Anyone wants to make a donation to 'Love Jas' fund?
I really felt very happy after bitching in the last entry!! I think i have been too nice a person recently and guess what, i shall and will unleash the bitch that has been maturing in me!! I want to be a bitch, slut, ah-lian... Whatever you call it... And its always my ambition to be an ah-lian... Cos i just don't like to be bullied by anyone anymore!! I want to take the lead and no one is to get in my way~! JAS ROX~!
*actaully all is due to the extensive rebuilding of confidence campaign!!*
Jasmin is still a sweet and loving girl... However, being ever sweet and loving, she still lack of confidence... So all must give Jasmin yet another chance... She just needs more time to sort out whatever is necessary.... And this is the best time ( When Alvin is not around )
One question to ask...
For example, your girlfriend is an actress, will you be jealous when you see her kissing another guy passionately during one of her shootings?
I guess many will say 'NO' because it is the requirement of her job... You understand her situation... But as a girl, sometimes i feel that it is absolutely flattering to know that your guy actaully becomes jealous with someone over you... This jealousy gives me the feeling that i am loved... It reminds me that "he cares" you know...
Being a person who is often given the liberty to go out with anyone and everyone... Sometimes i really love to hear him say "i don't like you to go out with so-and-so".. this just makes me feel so loved, alive~! I love it!! I feel that giving your girlfriend too much liberty to do anything she wants might just make her feel a little neglected sometimes... Its not the question of trust for now... But, well, a girl's desire is sometimes so complex that hardly any guy can interpret... Its just like that.. Girls are full of paradox.. That i must agree and that is why it make us, girls, so attractive and interesting... If you are able to predict everything that she feels, wouldn't it be tad too boring, bland? Everyone wants some spice in life right?
Hehe.. alright thats really my two cents worth... May not apply to all but at least to me *hint-hint*
Take care and good night~!
With Love, Jas 11:25 PM
Jasmin Kee
CHIJ-OLGC, Cedar Girls' Sec Sch, CJC, SIM
jas2104@hotmail.com
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