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Friday, October 22, 2004
Was all happy just now... until when i stand waiting for him at the MRT station.... Suddenly all those unhappy things came pouring in...
While i stood there, i suddenly remembered the time when i called him and he was at the MRT station waiting for her... My heart frozed.... I did not deliberately think about such things.. its not that i want too... and i just can't help it.. There are really some things when the more you wanna forget, the harder it will be..... As Mich says, all takes time to heal... yes, i agree... i guess i have to be patient...
Do you know how heartache feels? It just feels like suddenly your heart stopped pumping, you can hardly breathe normally.... And you have to start concentrate on breathing just to be able to stand.... I guess that's how heart ache feels like...
It not that i don't love him.. In fact i love him alot... but i sometimes those things are haunting me like some ghosts... i really wish the day where i forget everything will come soon.. And no more heartaches for me...
Hope tomorrow will be a better day... hope will not see any road signs directing to Tampines, TPE etc.... I'm sorry Piggy but i can't deny that i am still very affected by the past sometimes... There's almost nothing you can do also... It's probably just the problem on my side....
With Love, Jas 11:55 PM
Jasmin Kee
CHIJ-OLGC, Cedar Girls' Sec Sch, CJC, SIM
jas2104@hotmail.com
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