Welcome To My Secret Garden
Monday, September 20, 2004
Had the Chem paper 1 today... sighz... If i had studied more.... anyhow.. the paper was not very very tough ( it's not very very tough but it's tough ) but somehow everyone seems to have poor time management today... We did not have enough time to complete the paper... some rushed through the last 5 questions without even reading it... but i managed to finish the paper but tikam-ed the questions i have to think about in order to get the answer.. =P i just hope i will not fail the paper... at least a 20/40 i will be happy.. ( i am easily contented with such things )
And after today i came to conclusion about 1 thing... Examination does not allow you to think... You have to know your stuff so well that you can just vomit out everything on the spot ( when you see the question )... so i guess i can't do well this prelim exam because i simply dosen't know my stuff that well.. I have to know my stuff really well to do well! WHich means i have to study real hard!!
Actually i have myself to blame for poor performance this prelims... In fact i have myself to blame for being in CJC... i chose a path that requires hardwork but i do not commit myself to work hard this 2 years... I have been slacking for the past 2 years... Haha! i almost got retained for year 1 because i couldnt' pass my promo exam.. Had to resit for Sub-paper and manage to scrape through to J2.. i told myself i have to work harder.. but see.. i never listened to myself!!
Furthermore, today have paper yet i did not study at all during the weekend.. I am really asking for it man.. but somehow i knew the consequences but i am still such a disappointment... sighz!
I went to Wild Wild Wet last saturday... And guess what?! i got myself sunburnt on the shoulder blade!! And i got darker!! **hate the sun** I did apply sunblock okie! i had SPF 30 on my face and SPF 70 on my body.. but once again i got myself to blame.. i did not re-apply my sunblock after 2-3 hrs.. probably the water washed off all my sunblock.. that's why.. sighZ.. It was blazing hot!! I must go and buy more sunblock... I wanna get a SPF 15 for body daily use.. And a SPF 15 ( oil-free ) for face for daily use.. I have one for my face SPF 30 but i find it too oily.. but the good thing is it dosen't cause out-breaks even when it makes my skin oily.. too shiny... Haha! Still gotta wait until i finish using this bottle then can change mahZ.. Maybe the next one i will try Dermalogica or Neostrata or maybe use back the same brand ( Therapeutic ) but one which is oil-free...
Sunday was a slacking day too... Piggy and I walked around town.. he bought i copy of Maxim because of the goodie bag ( I guess! ) Slacked until about 5 then go his house cook dinner... Guess what's for dinner? It's Maggie Mee, Fried Eggs and Fried Fish Fingers!! Unhealthy food.. that directly opposes my healthy diet regime proposed to zap cellulite... sighZ! I am such a loser.. I can't keep to my words!!
Anyway.. i gotta go and study now... i just can't slack anymore ( that is when i start to listen to myself ) But for now i gotta go re-learn my statistics for Wednesday's math paper 2.. JIA YOU~!!
It's been a long time since i last shared a quotation here... here you are.. One from Madeleine L'Engle.. i find that it is rather true.. definitely one which is worth thinking about...
When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability... To be alive is to be vulnerable.
Madeleine L'Engle (1918 - ), "Walking on Water: Reflections on Faith and Art", 1980
With Love, Jas 3:38 PM
Jasmin Kee
CHIJ-OLGC, Cedar Girls' Sec Sch, CJC, SIM
jas2104@hotmail.com
entries;
myself;
shouts;
links;
my past;
Get awesome blog templates like this one from BlogSkins.com