It's been a long time since i updated my blog.. more than a week.. hehe... Well, i have no chance to use the computer... my brother simply hogged onto the computer, everyday, 24/7...
24 Sept
This day was the last day of my prelim exam... went to jalan-jalan with my usual gang ( Charity, Wen Qi, Tannie ) Noticed many shops that i have never set my eye on.. And found out from Tannie that a brand namely, J.West, is a local shoe brand and it stands for JURONG WEST!! wow!! never knew about this right...
Watched New Police Story with Piggy at night.. Its so much more interesting than i expected.... This one is different from normal contemporary Jackie Chan movie.. this one showcases the intelligence of the bandits and how the Hong Kong Police Force lost to the the few of them in a gun fight... Together with handsome looking actors.. this one is definitely a must watch movie...
25th Sept
Went out with Piggy as usual.. went to town, shopped and queued for free Perfect 10 98.7 fm's larnyards... sounds quite cheap-skate and stupid right? But who cares.. i queueing for the chance to win $500 Hereen shopping vouchers, and $500 is enough reson for me to put down y pride and join in the queue.. The larnyard is actually not very important to me.. We were there rather early.. been waiting for the clock to strike 4 pm as we shopped around... but to our horror, the queue is as long as you can ever think off... Furthermore the larnyards are only limited to the first 100 in the queue... I was crossing my fingers and hoping we are amongst the lucky 100 people in the queue the whole time.. and guess what!? I am the hundredth person to recieve the larnyards!! COOL!! i am lucky.. and at that point of time i hoped lady luck will shine on me till monday when the results will be announced on air!!
Met Elaine and Mich at millenia walk in the evening... Piggy have to leave earlier cos he gotta book in early to get ready for the Army Half Marathon ( AHM ) the next day... Too bad.. he can't join us for dinner... Had dinner at Marche Suntec.. and was kinda surprised that Jenna and Sean are actually joining us.. WOW!! Geok came too.. its like a gathering but Elaine gotta leave earlier... And wait! guess what?! i was imaging the sight of how i will be if i win the $500 vouchers!! i was dreaming, floating on my sweet dreams the entire time..
26th Sept
Met piggy after his AHM!! went to town after that.. and we went to queue for another chance to win the $500 voucher! ( we really hoped to win it! ) Piggy and Martin went for a relaxing foot reflexology while i sit at the side waiting for them! Apparently it was really painful eventhough they opted for a moderate strength.. I guess i will not be able to bear with it...Despite the agonising pain they went through.. but the said that after the session, the ache on their ankles and feet after the run has diminished... Martin even said he felt that he could run again! Amazing!
27th Sept
This is a non-school day.. meaning no school for me!! woked up early, however, to listen to Perfect 10 and hoped that the number announced on air will be ours! To our disappointment, we are not the lucky winner... *cries* lady luck is not with me!!
Met Piggy and his mum for lunch at Crystal Jade Tao Payoh.. Had a really full lunch.. Went to Bishan to buy mooncakes and then send his mum to his grandma place and we head home to watch Resident Evil 1.. must watch before wating Resident Evil 2 in the movies.. hehe!! Went for dinner in the evening with his family and again i was full to the brim!! Gona grow really fat and worse i am not exercising at all despite the resolutions i made..
The mooncakes are really nice!! Thanks Piggy and Auntie!! hehe!!
28th Sept
School starts.. wasted time in school and it was the first time Mrs Kuah ( econs teacher ) was absent from school.. probably fell ill with increased blood pressure after reading our scripts! OopZ!
Met Alex after school to pass him his birthday present, we are 2 months late.. hehe!! walked around town to help Charity look for prom outfit.. it was really tiring... i was like a zombie again as i walked towards the bus stop to go home...
Met Piggy at night to celebrate Mid-Atumn festival.. we went to Yishun ( a place where there is a long stretch of road and with waters ( i think it is a reservoir ) on both side of the road.. the place was really crowded with families, friends and couples.. kids playing candles, fireworks, families engaged in BBQ etc. There are also people selling ice-cream.. hehe! Piggy and I went there prepared too.. we had our lanterns, candles, fireworks and Piggy even brought mooncakes!! wow!!
We kinda went back to our childhood days, burning candles and making a mess of the place.. but now older liao, we did not caused a place as full-of-wax as some other kids caused.. and something really funny happened! As we were playing, Piggy started to unpack all the fireworks and candles on the mat we sitting on for better accessibility.. then he started to light up a fireworks stick... As we all know, there will be like spraks of fire falling right.. and guess what?! on of the sparks landed on the heap of fireworks and candles and it kinda exploded in flames..
It kinda shocked me as the flame was really strong and it nearly torched my leg.. all the fireworks are gone within just 2 seconds... sighZ... i spent so much money and in the end it was gone within 2 seconds.. *heart-broken* The mini explosion also created a big hole in the mat we were sitting on... besides the big hole there are also many other tiny holes.. which made that mat kinda useless already.. And guess what Piggy still couldn't bear to part with the mat and said he can sew another cloth over the hole to cover it.. hehe! sometimes he can be really cute and adorable.. hehe!!
29th Sept
Today my Chem teacher revealed our results.. as expected, i failed! I am not really very sad., cos i did not do as bad as i expected... At least i did rather well for my paper 4 ( practical ) and paper 1 ( MCQ ) My other papers were simply a catastrophic disaster... scored 27/100 for paper 3 ( essay ) and 18/60 fpr paper 2 ( structured ) I scored 57/75 and 25/40 for paper 4 and 1 respectively.. I was rather comforted to know that my paper 4 & 1 actually pulled me up to obtain a 43 overall for the paper which ia an O grade...
Hurried home after school.. And happy to see that my bro is not at home.. which implies i can use the computer! yeah!!
With Love, Jas 1:33 PM
This is the best!! Lacey camisole.. Wow!! But expensive too...
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 11:18 PM
Sweet and sexy.. So nice!!
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 11:17 PM
Nice and sweet!! But this is expensive..
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 11:16 PM
This is the blue version.. which one is nicer?? I prefer the pink one...
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 11:15 PM
This is also very nice.. So girly.. So posh.. wow!
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 11:14 PM
Such a flirty skirt.. fell in love with it..
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 11:13 PM
Had the Chem paper 1 today... sighz... If i had studied more.... anyhow.. the paper was not very very tough ( it's not very very tough but it's tough ) but somehow everyone seems to have poor time management today... We did not have enough time to complete the paper... some rushed through the last 5 questions without even reading it... but i managed to finish the paper but tikam-ed the questions i have to think about in order to get the answer.. =P i just hope i will not fail the paper... at least a 20/40 i will be happy.. ( i am easily contented with such things )
And after today i came to conclusion about 1 thing... Examination does not allow you to think... You have to know your stuff so well that you can just vomit out everything on the spot ( when you see the question )... so i guess i can't do well this prelim exam because i simply dosen't know my stuff that well.. I have to know my stuff really well to do well! WHich means i have to study real hard!!
Actually i have myself to blame for poor performance this prelims... In fact i have myself to blame for being in CJC... i chose a path that requires hardwork but i do not commit myself to work hard this 2 years... I have been slacking for the past 2 years... Haha! i almost got retained for year 1 because i couldnt' pass my promo exam.. Had to resit for Sub-paper and manage to scrape through to J2.. i told myself i have to work harder.. but see.. i never listened to myself!!
Furthermore, today have paper yet i did not study at all during the weekend.. I am really asking for it man.. but somehow i knew the consequences but i am still such a disappointment... sighz!
I went to Wild Wild Wet last saturday... And guess what?! i got myself sunburnt on the shoulder blade!! And i got darker!! **hate the sun** I did apply sunblock okie! i had SPF 30 on my face and SPF 70 on my body.. but once again i got myself to blame.. i did not re-apply my sunblock after 2-3 hrs.. probably the water washed off all my sunblock.. that's why.. sighZ.. It was blazing hot!! I must go and buy more sunblock... I wanna get a SPF 15 for body daily use.. And a SPF 15 ( oil-free ) for face for daily use.. I have one for my face SPF 30 but i find it too oily.. but the good thing is it dosen't cause out-breaks even when it makes my skin oily.. too shiny... Haha! Still gotta wait until i finish using this bottle then can change mahZ.. Maybe the next one i will try Dermalogica or Neostrata or maybe use back the same brand ( Therapeutic ) but one which is oil-free...
Sunday was a slacking day too... Piggy and I walked around town.. he bought i copy of Maxim because of the goodie bag ( I guess! ) Slacked until about 5 then go his house cook dinner... Guess what's for dinner? It's Maggie Mee, Fried Eggs and Fried Fish Fingers!! Unhealthy food.. that directly opposes my healthy diet regime proposed to zap cellulite... sighZ! I am such a loser.. I can't keep to my words!!
Anyway.. i gotta go and study now... i just can't slack anymore ( that is when i start to listen to myself ) But for now i gotta go re-learn my statistics for Wednesday's math paper 2.. JIA YOU~!!
It's been a long time since i last shared a quotation here... here you are.. One from Madeleine L'Engle.. i find that it is rather true.. definitely one which is worth thinking about...
When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability... To be alive is to be vulnerable.
Madeleine L'Engle (1918 - ), "Walking on Water: Reflections on Faith and Art", 1980
With Love, Jas 3:38 PM
Today's chem paper was not too bad.. I hope I can get at least 35/60.. c'mon.. help me God!! Mondays is MCQ.. i must get a decent score!! Jia you!!
Guess what i found out today... I realised i am really fat now... i have disgusting cellulite on the entire back of my thighs, the side of my thighs.. Damn sad now... I guess i really gotta exercise... I hate cellulite!!! i must go read up more on cellulite.. *freak*
The following is adapted from http://www.cellulite.us.com/
The orange peel syndrome, cottage cheese skin, and the mattress phenomenon are all terms used to describe cellulite, the lumpy deposits of dimpled fat that plagues the thighs and buttocks of millions of women around the world. However, it is comforting to know that if you do have cellulite you are not alone as nearly all women develop cellulite at some stage in their lives.
Cellulite is not a medical or scientific term but it is commonly used term to describe the pitting, bulging and deformation of the skin usually affecting the thighs, buttocks, hips, breasts and the abdomen of women. Over the years there has been a lot of debate about what actually constitutes cellulite and whether it differs from other fat cells in the body. Chemical analysis has shown that cellulite is the same as ordinary fat cells and that it is not a unique substance. Fat cells are held together by a network of fibers that are nourished and cleansed by body fluids. Poor circulation can result in a slowing down of this cleansing process and an accumulation of waste materials that thicken and harden into immovable pockets of fat causing the dimple affect. The symptoms of cellulite include feelings of tightness and heaviness in the legs. The skin can be tender when pinched, pressed or when massaged vigorously and it can also feel hard and cold compared to other areas of skin. However, it can also feel spongy and doughy * disgusting* . On the positive side cellulite is not an illness and it is unlikely to have any ill effects on your health, rather it is a sign that maybe something in your lifestyle is not as healthy as it could be.
SIX STEPS FOR GETTING RID OF CELLULITE
1. DIET ( I will watch out on my diet from now on!)
Drink plenty of water to flush out toxins which are stored in fat tissue. It is recommended to drink four to six glasses of water daily to help fight cellulite. Avoid becoming dehydrated.
Avoid excessive consumption of caffeine, alcohol, and foods high in fat or sugar e.g. Chocolate and candy.
Avoid foods high in salt and refined carbohydrates like white flour, bread and rice.
Eat plenty of fiber and wholegrain foods. Fiber is essential for helping eliminate waste products from the intestinal tract and decreasing the time it lingers in the intestines where toxins can build up.
Try to eat natural food - lots of fruit and vegetables and avoid foods with lots of colorings, preservatives and additives.
2. EXERCISE ( I admit I stopped exercising since God-knows-when )
Nothing can change and maintain the shape of your body better than exercise. Try and do at least twenty minutes everyday and make it part of your daily routine. Exercise will help tone weak and saggy muscles and help circulation and blood flow to cellulite prone areas.
3. QUIT SMOKING ( I don't smoke )
Smoking can contribute to the accumulation of toxins in the body. The smoke you inhale from each cigarette is loaded with poisons and toxins. Smoking also dramatically restricts the circulation of blood, inhibiting the correct nutrition and oxygenation of the cells. If you can’t quit, try and cut down.
4. AVOID UNNECESSARY MEDICATION ( I don't take unnecessary medication )
Particularly avoid diet-pills, pep-pills, sleeping pills, laxatives and diuretic pills.
5. DE-STRESS ( I am not sure if i am stressed )
Make relaxation part of your daily routine and don’t let stress get on top of you. Perhaps try yoga or meditation to help deal with stress in your life.
6. MASSAGE ( I hardly pamper myself like that )
Vigorous massage improves the circulation and toxins are flushed out too, but it is important to treat the whole body not just the problem areas.
My resolutions...
~I am going to get my Fancl cream ( supposed to be good and its affordable )
~I will massage my thigh more often.. i will not be lazy about this!
~I am going to exercise more
~I am going to drink loads of water... plain water only! ( i have not been doing my body justice duiring these days of 'mugging'.. I've been drinking too much caffeine to stay awake.. eating too much unhealthy food.. not enough veggies, fruits!! i realised my mistakes *cries* )
I feel ugly now... *sad* I have 2 packets of Loreal Nutrilift.. I hope it will reduce the cellulite at my thighs.. I am fat now! Pig!! ArgHH!!! * freaking girl wake up and stop slacking* I am broke, fat, full of cellulite, studies not good, irritating, bad tempered, lazy, untidy, full of pimples!! What a loser!! * sigh*
Detox!! No sinful food for me anymore!! I must keep away me chocolates! *cries* More swimming!!
With Love, Jas 6:21 PM
Can somebody ask the Beverly to freak off! keep crying and crying last week then this week act until so fake.. maybe i am biased... i must admit, i really hate her!
Tomorrow is Chemistry paper 2.. studied on electrochemistry today... SighZ.. hope tomoroow they will not surprise me again.. i really dun want to fail lahZ... sighZ... i am really getting very demoralised.. beginning to lose hope again... sighz..
Whatever it is, i must do my best tomorrow... its 60 marks... jia you jiao you jia you!! i must have at least 35 marks!!
God bless me please!!!
With Love, Jas 9:08 PM
Tuesday was a bad day! Demoralised.. i think i will flunk my prelims... i must study hard for math paper 2 and chem.. sighZ....
Slacked today at home.. never really studied... it was raining and i was sleepy.. shit! i must study!! lalala! don't know what to say here... haha.. slacked too much.. i was basically slacking.. slacking.....
With Love, Jas 11:19 PM
OoPs! i shouldn't be blogging.. but nvm lahZ....
Had econs paper 3 today.. don't think will have high chance of passing... have to answer three questions, but i answered only two and a half... freak~! not time.. siaNz.... i was totally drained.. Completely tired... utterly shagged by the paper.. Felt like a zombie just now... =P
Tomorrow will be even more shag... got 2 shiong paper... Math 9233 paper 1 and Chemistry 9258 paper 3.. Paper 3 mean have to answer 10 essay questions.. i repeat, 10 essay questions.. Wish me all the best man! once again.. god bless me...
I really need to study... i cant even do integration well.. i am doomed tomorrow.... just hope easy questions will appear.. Please don't set too complex one lahZ... Please...!!
I have to study...! I am deprived.. i need shopping.. i need window shopping!
Meet dooms-day.. in another few hours... jia you!
With Love, Jas 10:40 PM
Went Ang Mo Kio Library to study today.. with the company of him and Martin... The place quite nice.. can go there next time... Had a very filling lunch to felt abit tired while studying... as usual i can't go on without a cup of coffee.. We went to town though.. after all the studying... and watched The Terminal.. abit sinful but sighZ.. i also need to chill... nvm lahZ...
Tomorrow is Econ essay test.. lalala... Hope i pass lahZ.. but i like not very prepared... nvm lahZ.. Chill!! i still got 'A' levels.. this is only the prelims... lalala...
I gotta rest early.. haha!! I will pray that i pass.. God Bless me! =P
With Love, Jas 10:51 PM
When do you ever understand me?? Haven't i said so many times?? I said, "i don't wanna go home!" Anywhere but not home yet... don't you understand this...
Freak! I want a break man! i wanna go Mount Faber, East Coast.. anywhere, where there is only the 2 of us.. I remembered i told you i wanted to got Mount Faber.. Did you listen to me? Did you take my words seriously? Is it really that difficult to understand?? Am i really that difficult to understand? If it's indeed so, then don't bother to try lahZ.. No point trying! Cos other people can understand me better than you sometimes... have you tried harder? Have you really tried to see things in my perception other than finding ways to defend yourself? What's the point in defending yourself when in the end of the day nothing is resolved? tell me! Try to take one step down.. maybe things will be better..
Got this from Mich's blog...
1.wHeN a giRl sAyS sHe'S sAd, bUt sHe aiN't cRyiNg, iT mEaNs sHe'S cRyiNg iN hEr hEaRt.
I am sad.. and i am not crying now... do you know?
2. wHeN sHe iGnOrEs yOu aFtEr yOu'Ve dOnE sOmEtHhiNg wRoNg, iT's bEsT tO giF hEr sOmE tiMe tO cOoL dOwN b4 tOuChiNg hEr hEaRt wiF aN aPoLoGy.
Maybe.. but sometimes you gave me too much time.. too much that it makes me wonder if you care...
3. A giRl cAn't fiNd aNyThiNg tO hAtE 'bOut tHe gUy sHe lOvEs wHiCh iS Y iT's sO hArd fOr hEr tO 'gEt oVeR hiM' aFtEr tHe rElAtiOnShiP iS oVeR..
Definitely.. periods of arguments are not considered here...
4. iF a giRl lOvEs a gUy, hE'LL aLwAyZ b oN hEr miNd eVeRy miNuTe oF tHe dAy, eVeN iF sHe iS wiF hEr bEsT giRLfReNs..
This explains why i am constantly checking on my phone for msgs or missed calls.. but it seems that i am not on your mind everytime i check my phone...
5. wHeN tHe gUy sHe lYkS sMiLeS n lOoKs dEeP iNtO hEr eYeS, sHe'LL siMpLy mElT.
6. A giRl lYkS tO hEaR cOmPliMeNtS bUt uSuAllY iS nOt sUrE hOw tO rEaCt tO dEm.
7. wHeN a gUy fLiRtS wiF a giRl vErY oFtEn, tHe giRl wUd sTaRt wOnDeRiNG iF tHe gUy lYkS hEr. sO iF yOu tReAt a giRl oNlY aS a fReN, gO eZ oN tHe sMiLeS n sTaReS kAeZ..
8. iF yOu dUn lYk a giRl hU lYkS yOu, teLL hEr gEntLy..
9. iF a giRl sTaRtS aVoiDiNg yOu aFtEr yOu rEjEctEd hEr, lEaVe hEr aLoNe fOr aWhiLe..iF yOu sTiLL tReAt hEr aS a fReN, tOk tO hEr..
10. giRls eNjOy tOkiNg aBt wAd dEy fEeL..mUsiC, pOeTry, dRaWiNg n wRiTiNg r wAyS oF eXpReSsiNg tHeMsElVeS wHiCh eXpLaiNs Y mOst giRls lYk wRiTiNg jOuRnAlS n lEtTeRs..
Yeah! i agree.. i either blog or pen down my thoughts.. but still you don't seem to understand...
11. nV teLL a giRl tAd sHe iS uSeLeSs iN aNy wAy.
12. bEiNg tOo sEriOuS mAy tUrN a giRl oFf..
13. wHeN tHe gUy sHe lYkS caLLs hEr fOr tHe 1sT tiMe, tHe giRl mAy aCt uNiNtErEsTeD dUriNg tHe caLL..bUt aS sOoN aS tHe pHoNe iS bAcK oN tHe hOoK, sHe wiLL whOOp wiF jOy n iMmEdiAtEly sTaRt tElEpHoNiNg hEr fReNs tO sPrEaD tHe nEwS..
14. A sMiLe mEaNs a lOt tO a giRl.
15. iF yOu lYk a giRl, tRy bEiNg hEr fReN 1st..lEt hEr gEt tO nOE mOrE aBt yOu..
16. iF a giRl sAyS sHe cAn't gO oUt wiF yOu cOz sHe hAs tO sTuDy, jUz lEaVe..
17. bUt iF sHe sTiLL caLLs yOu oR eXpEcT a caLL fRm yOu, sTaY..
Should you really stay.. will you be happy??
18. dUn tRy tO gUeSs a giRl'S fEeLiNgS..aSk hEr..
If i reject ask again.. never give up! i will say eventually.. i hate to see you walking off when everything is still hot!
19. hEaRiNg tHe wOrdS "i lOvE yOu" iS a gReAt rEaSsUrAnCe tO a giRl tAd sHe iS bEaUtiFuL..
20. aFtEr a giRl faLLs iN lOvE wiF a gUy, sHe'LL wOndEr Y sHe nV nOtiCed hiM bEfOrE..
21. iF yOu nEed tiPs oN hOw tO fLiRt wiF a giRl, rEad rOmAnCe sToRiEs..
Maybe you should read up on these more often than your usual magazines and war related books..
22. wHeN cLaSs piCtUrEs cUm oUt, a giRl wUd 1st cHeCk hU iS sTaNdiNg nExt tO hEr cRuSh bEfOrE aCtUaLLy lOoKiNg aT hErSeLf..
23. a giRl's eX-cRuSh wiLL aLwAyX B iN hEr mEmOrY, bUt tHe gUy sHe lOvEs nOw sTaYs iN hEr hEaRt..
Nothing is more true than this..
24. giRls lOvE hAviNg fUn!
25. a siMpLe 'Hi' cAn bRiGhTeN a giRl's dAy..
26. a giRl's bEst fReNs uSuALLy nOe bEsT wAd sHe iS fEeLiNg n gOiNg tHrU.
27. giRls hAte iT wHeN a gUy pAyS aTtEnTiOn tO dEm jUz tO gEt cLoSe tO tHeiR 'pReTtiEr' fReN..
28. lOvE mEaNs dEvOtiOn, cAriNg n hApPiNeSs tO a giRl, iN tAd oRdEr..
29. sOmE giRls cArE aBt lOoKs, sOmE cArE aBt bRaiNs, bUt ALL giRlS wAn a gUy hU'LL lOvE n cArE fOr dEm..
30. giRlS wAn nTh mOrE tHaN tO fEeL lOvEd..
Sometimes i don't..
31. giRlS wAit mOnThS n yEaRs fOr tHe gUy dEy lOvEd siMpLy cOz dEy wAnTeD tO b lOvEd iN rEtUrN..
Quite true.. But no guys undersatnd girls and abide to this.. even if they read it, it's still 'one ear in and one ear out'... so I just give up! pointless.. Guys are useless in manipulating girls, esp. the one i am with! What's up with the ego up ur head? What makes you think that your idea is the best? Freak OFF!
With Love, Jas 11:23 PM
Troubled again... Argue again... Cos of me again... Its always me lahZ....
No mood to study...
How to do integration???
How to integrate tan x??
What the hell is Arithmetic and Geometric progression.... Iteration??
No mood...
Sian!!
Sighz.. more to come... Macroeconomic goals... GDP! GNP! Interest rates! Demand and Supply...
Organic Chem... Electrochemistry... Transition Elements.. Energetics.. Equilibria.. Periodicity...
So many things!!! So irritating!!!
I am irritated...
So many Pimples popping out of my face!!!
Help!! help!!! *cries* nobody hears me.. sighZ...
Irritating!!
I wanna go East Coast to chill... but....
So many 'but's....
SighZ....
Don't care lahZ... Cos nobody cares!!
With Love, Jas 3:56 PM
My friend introduced me to this website : www. ColorQuiz.com The results are quite true... but not 100% true.. shall share the results here... there you go...
Your Existing Situation
Needs warm companionship, but is intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to her. If this is not forthcoming, is liable to shut herself away from them.
Your Stress Sources
Feels that life has far more to offer and that there are still important things to be achieved--that life must be experienced to the fullest. As a result, she pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity that will not let go of things. Becomes deeply involved and runs the risk of being unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough; is therefore in danger of becoming agitated and of exhausting her nervous energy. Cannot leave things alone and feels she can only be at peace when she has finally reached her goal.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Trying to calm down and unwind after a period of over-agitation which has left her listless and devoid of energy. In need of peace and quiet; becomes irritable if this is denied him. Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner and seeking a rather unrealistic perfection in her sex-life. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Sensitive and sentimental, but conceals this from all except those very close to him.
Your Desired Objective
Seeks the determination and elasticity of will necessary to establish herself and to make herself independent despite the difficulties of her situation. Wants to overcome opposition and achieve recognition.
Your Actual Problem
Afraid that she may be prevented from achieving the things she wants and therefore demands that others should recognize her right to them.
Very busy nowadays, gotta study real hard.. my prelims coming this monday.. i don't feel prepared ( as usual ) but i will try to study hard.. and try to pass well.... hehe!! Maybe will not have as regular posts as before.. but i will try.. TRY i said.. Studies more important!!
With Love, Jas 9:47 PM
Did you know that your sleeping position says a lot about your personality?
Do you sleep on your tummy the entire night? While you are balanced and level headed, you tend to be slightly narrow minded. You have fixed ideas and are unlikely to accept another person's opinion easily. You force people to comply with your needs, and you rarely adjust to others. In spite of this, you are popular and have many friends.
In a foetal position
If you sleep on your side with your knees curled up towards your stomach, in a foetal position, it shows that you are vulnerable and sensitive. You can get easily hurt, and get upset very easily. You also tend to be selfish, and put your needs ahead of others. This is not necessarily a bad thing, but it will do you good to lighten up a bit. You have a short temper and are easily irritated.
If you sleep on your side with your knees very slightly bent, it shows that you are a sincere and loving person. You are sensitive, polite and gentle. You would never hurt anyone intentionally - you're too nice a person. You have a good heart, and everyone is fond of you. You get along with most people, as you see the good in them and ignore the bad. This is a rare quality. However, at times you tend to be too harsh and critical of yourself. If you make a mistake, you will brood about it for hours - or even days.
If you sleep on your back with your legs crossed, it shows that you are slightly vain and self-obsessed. You find it difficult to accept change. You like things to stay the way you are, and are constantly looking back into your past. You are a solitary person, and you are also very tolerant and patient.
If you sleep on your side, without your knees bent but not totally curled in towards your tummy, it indicates that you are a confident person. You usually are successful in most of your undertakings. You are hardworking and dedicated. Your lack of success at anything is more due to your neglect and laidback attitude than incompetence. If you sleep on your right side, with your right arm stretched out under your head, power and fortune are not far from your grasp.
Do you sleep on your side, with one knee bent and the other straight? You are a quiet and introverted person. The saying 'Still waters run deep' seems to have been made for you, because though you don't talk much, you observe and listen. You talk less because you don't believe in indulging in unnecessary conversation. You are intelligent, and are of a balanced nature. Rarely will you lose control of yourself. You know what you are doing, and where you are going. However, you don't have too much patience with those who are less intelligent than you. Loosen up! You don't discuss your feelings, and are not a very emotional person. You are rational and think with your head, not with your heart.
If you sleep on your back with your arms crossed under your head, it shows that you are an intelligent person. You are not a chatterbox, but you are friendly, and have a few close friends - who are all you need. It takes you a while to get to like someone. Men who sleep like this make good providers, but they don't love easily. Too choosy perhaps.
If you sleep on your back with your arms and legs spread out straight, it shows that you are a free spirit! You love your independence. And, you love to gossip! You also don't brood over things too much. You are laidback and don't get tense easily - which is a good thing. In addition, you enjoy the luxurious things in life, and are a spendthrift. But, thankfully, your optimistic attitude helps you along the career ladder, and you probably earn a lot as well. you definitely are capable of it
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HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE
ARIES MARCH 21 APRIL 20
Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologise, which makes them easier to forgive.
TAURUS APRIL 21 MAY 20 ( ME!! )
You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don't know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.
GEMINI MAY 21 June 29
You are recognised by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.
CANCER JUNE 21 JULY 21
Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.
LEO JULY 22 AUGUST 21
If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don't care about opinions. You don't like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressingdown can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.
VIRGO AUGUST 22 SEPTEMBER 21
Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don't quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.
LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 OCTOBER 22
Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it's true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.
SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 NOVEMBER 21
Of course you don't lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects hauhtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person who try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superflous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.
SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 DECEMBER 20
You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You're also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you're upset with them.
CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 JANUARY 19
Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.
AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 FEBRUARY 18
You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over yur emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavour to be perfect and socially correct in your behaviour and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.
PISCES FEBRUARY 19 MARCH 20
The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others' feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.
With Love, Jas 3:19 PM
Many things happened the past few days.. playful me engaging in all kinds of fun activities.. haha... Scroll down and see loads of Pics!!
Friday non school day.. never go to school.. but i can't really remember what happened... Oh i remember suddenly.. went to town with Piggy in the evening and saw Amalina.. haha.. for once i remembered...
Saturday went for Army Open house and then went to Zouk at night... haha!! i shall not elaborate much.. cos i am lazy.. But i gotta say.. i am no Psrty animal.. i don't know how to dance.. i feel inferior whenever i am in a club... sighZ....
Sunday ( Today ) nothing much... slept at Piggy house while he had his bike lesson.. haha.. slept for 2 hrs.. *Sorry Cheryl*, cos i sleeping she could not use the computer.. but actually she could.. but anyway whatever.... i don't know what i saying.. haha.. i slept too much today... just finish the Hungry Ghost Festival dinner... very full and kinda tired though i slept alot in the day.. OopS!
Okie... i gotta go wash up and then sleep liaoZ... hehe!!
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We, the citizens.. *trying to be patriotic...*
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on some vehicle.. *can't remember the name*
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If we hold on together... i know our dreams will never die....
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Navy.. so cute!!
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I like tho logo.. =P
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I like this photo.. taken by me!! YEAH!!
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This Dummie super tall... *coool...*
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I must say, I LOOK STUPID!! trying to wear the sniper thing.. look like seaweed..
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Army Open house.. Hana and I..
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Exactly where we went!! WIld WIld Wet.. woohoo!!
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Just the 2 of us...
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Lalaala.. looks fun rite!! =P
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After all the playing... clean and sweet-smelling again.. =P
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Me.. me.. and ME!! =P
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Trying to be creative... trying to make a statement.. but i can't stop laughing...
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Underwater... i am going to burst out laughing and i am not really ready.. Can see from my half up 'peace' sign...
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Having fun! At the wave pool..
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Whilst waiting for our turn.. Thiis one super fun!! =P
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Rained when we reached WWW.. lucky it was just a passing rain..
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Went wild wild wet yesterday.. very fun though half the time we spent queueing up for the games... It was really crowded cos it school holiday.. Teachers' day...
HAPPY BE-LATED TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHER OUT THERE!!!
Took quite alot of photos.. shall post it here when i receive... OopS! i ought to be studying.. OopS!
Had GP prelim today.. haha.. it was kinda bad.. but i did my best already.. i just have to pray that i will not fail!! God bless me!!
Saw something on friendster and guess what i was truly surprised... Cedar is conducting a dinner for ex students!! And something better.. it's at Marriot!! This is the first time!! When i sec 4 that time also don't have prom.. only got a pathetic dinner in the school hall!! WOW!! fantastic... I wanna go.. but i hope my friends will go.. if they don't go i go also stupid also right... So, Laine, Mich, Geok.. Wanna go?
Actually i wanna type alot of things here.. but kinda lazy... kinda tired.. hahaa...
With Love, Jas 8:26 PM
All ex-cedarians take note (ooppss.. once a cedarian, always a cedarian)...therefore all cedarians take note:
One of the most exciting events the Cedarian Alumni is organising this year is our first dinner gathering for ex-Cedarians. It will be on Friday, 22nd October '04 at the Marriot Hotel, and we invite all ex-Cedarians to come and enjoy themselves, meeting up with former classmates, teachers & principals, eating good food and enjoying the warm company of good friends. You may be asking why just Dinner, why not an Annual Dinner & Dance since most alumni have an annual Dinner and Dance? Well, it's just a matter of getting it right! We will have an Annual Dinner - & Dance - if this first gathering of ex-Cedarians goes off like a rocket! By the way, did I just say MOST alumni have an annual D & D? Yes, and the Cedarian Alumni has never had one! So this October event will be a historical "first" for all ex-Cedarians. It's such a special event that we urge you to give us your full support, whether this is in coming for the dinner ($68 per person), sponsoring the souvenir programme, sponsoring your favourite teacher or principal for the dinner, sponsoring prizes for the winners of the fun & games, lucky draw, etc. Do spread the news to former classmates with whom you've been in touch with and make a table (10 people per table)! Email us at alumnicedar@yahoo.com.sg for all enquiries. And do leave a mobile number or optional contact details.
Details again:
Date of the first dinner: Friday, 22nd October 04
Venue: Marriot Hotel
Tickets: $68 per person
Type of dinner: Chinese/halal sit-down, free flow of soft drinks
GOD BLESS
I copied this from my friendster.... Laine, Mich, Geok.. wanna go??
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