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Monday, August 16, 2004
Tired
Headache
Heart-ache
Mosquito bites--->ITCHY!
Weak
Dying
Does anybody even care what the hell i am feeling now?
Does anybody know?
Is there anyone who understands my needs?
Thanks to all those who are concerned about me.. but i wanna say something. Stop asking me "how are you?" because i can only give you one answer ( that is "i am fine" ) But the fact is i am not fine.. Stop making me lie once again... Only by saying i am fine i can stop myself from going into the steep slope of dwelling on past matters...
Sorry if i offend anyone.. i just don't bother to be tactful at this point in time... * sorry*
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!
Just now Helena read to me my horoscope ( cos its in Indonesian )... many things inside are quite true... it say i like to dwell on past matters.. and Tannie straight away agree on my behalf.. I guess she is right... I couldn't deny further...
I think i know why i have been happy since.. I am still living in the past... i couldn't see hope.. i couldn't see anything.. I don't know if he really cares, maybe he does but just i couldn't see.. i just can't see anything... its is so hazy out there...
Moodswings
Moodswings spells trouble....
I am never satisfied
Trouble trouble trouble...
Broken, Fixed, Holes.. genevieve
again
Unmendded..
NEVER FORGOTTEN
Heck care
ANYONE EVEN TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME? NO
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE...
YOUR PRESENCE IS SO DESIRED YET SO DEVASTATING
You just don't understand me...
Misunderstanding
Misunderstanding
Misunderstanding
Misunderstanding
Misunderstanding
Misunderstanding
Misunderstanding
When will you start understanding me?
far apart
Give up
Hopeless
faded with the wind.....
I don't need to you to love me tomorrow.. i just need to love myself once again...
With Love, Jas 8:59 PM
Jasmin Kee
CHIJ-OLGC, Cedar Girls' Sec Sch, CJC, SIM
jas2104@hotmail.com
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