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Friday, July 30, 2004
If I Cried A Tear
by Freddy Juarez Marmolejo
If I cried a tear from my broken heart,
A lonely tear for a world fallen apart
Would you ease my pain and my misery,
Would you care and comfort me?
If I cried a tear of painful sorrow,
If I lost all hope for a new tomorrow
Would you dry my tear and ease my pain,
Would you make me smile once again?
If I cried a tear from within my soul,
The flame turned dark and icy cold
Would you light the embers deep inside,
Would you dry the tear I have cried?
If I cried a tear full of pain and misery,
A tear so dark like the flame inside of me
Would you chase away the gray clouds and rain,
Would you bring back my beautiful rainbows again?
If I cried a tear down my face,
A tear longing for a warm, gentle embrace
Would you be there in my time of need,
Would you... I beg.... plead?
I came across this poem whilst surfing the net.. i find it rather true and close to my heart.. i pondered upon some of the many questions mentioned.. I must say that i really like this poem... Hope you like it too... And maybe if you are free, try to think about the poem... Reflect upon it...
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 10:46 PM
Thursday, July 29, 2004
I am very happy today.. cos i donated blood!! i don't know why but after each time i donate blood, i feel very happy from within... i am happy cos i know i can save 1 person... i feel so alive!!! i feel so noble...!!
I am so happy! I am so happy.. I am so very happy... I am freaking happy.. haha!! Anyway today was a normal day.. the only exception is the blood donation drive...
Something different today... Normally the people working around to draw blood are nurses.. but today, there are many SAF medics... Initially i was rather nervous.. cos i heard many stories about how careless some medics can be... *scary!*
Luckily the one who helped me out was rather gentle with me.. *phew!* He looks kinda sissy... maybe that's because he is gentler than other medics... haha!! anyway he is quite fun loving lahZ... tried to calm me down.. haha!! But no matter what i am still full of worries... *don't trust SAF medics*
The injection was really painful!! *ouch!* but it was bearable!! yeah!! Maybe he not skillful enough!! haha.. or maybe i am thinking too much about it!! psychological effect...haha... I FEEL GOOD!!
** Too few meat intake causes blood pressure to decline**
Almost could not donate blood today because my blood pressure is rather low.. the doctor said, if its slightly lower i can't donate liaoZ.. haha!! Thank god! he let me pass through to donate blood!! thanks! My low blood pressure may be due to the fact that i am not eating much meat recently.. haha! Nowadays it much of a vegetable meal... always eat 2 serving of vegetables and 1 serving of meat!! OopZ! maybe i shall regulate my diet again!! haha!! *healthy diet rules!!*
Anyway, for those who always don't dare to donate blood, please go try it.. is not as painful as we thought!! some of us even got hooked with donating blood.. cos the happiness is from within... its a sense of satisfaction that you can't get from anywhere else!!
With Love, Jas 7:53 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Me in the new top bought at Mango.. haha!! I'm loving it... 
With Love, Jas 11:35 PM
Had Econs test today... three essays within 2hr 15 mins... it was torturous... cos my hands simply hurts from writing... first time my hand hurts though cos used to have nothing much to write....hehee!!
This is the first time i wrote such a long essay... *credits* however, the other two essays were atrocious... haha!! i just don't what to write.. haha!! don't think i will do well.. but at least i guess i tried a little more this time.. hahaa!!
Had a little diarrhoea today.. maybe yeaterday ate too much fruites... in total, i ate 1 slice of papaya, 1 and a half Kiwi, and soursop!! haha.. maybe thats the cause of my minor diarrhoea... haha..
Met Piggy today... i guess he came to find me after reading my blog... haha! great! at least he tries to find out about me and what i want... walked around town.. looking for shoe... at last he found a shoe that he fancied.. Caterpillar shoe!! And i found a shoe that i like too.. Lacoste!! haha!! Its a very cute shoe...
Saw quite alot of CJC-ian in town.. Probably went shopping after the test.. haha!!
We went to eat tou hua ( soya bean curd ) again!! we ordered 4 bowls and a drink! 2 bowls for me and 2 bowls for him and the drink for me... haha!! feel like a pig.. but i was rather hungry... cos didn't had a filling dinner... it is because the dinner was pathetic... haha!!
I am craving for loads of unhealthy food today... Famous Amos, Chocolates, Chips, Ba kua!! I am drooling already... i guess i have to control myself!! have to be more disciplined!! yeah!!
Feeling rather sleepy.. guess gotta go sleep really soon...
Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm.
Sir Winston Churchill
With Love, Jas 11:01 PM
Tuesday, July 27, 2004

My target! isn't this bag nice? LOVE IT!! 
With Love, Jas 9:59 PM
Had a rather fun day today... Maybe because helped Melvin cut hair? Yeah! that was really fun.. and i think i did quite a good job... but i think Helena is more pro than me.. Cheers! After today i really kinda consider taking up hairdressing in the future... If i do i can save money cutting hair for my kids and maybe my hubby too.. haha!! WooHoo!!
Piggy is rather busy today.. haha.. Jia You!! hehe! Wonder when i will see him this week.. =P
Tomorrow got Econs test... haha!
Went jogging yesterday.. got muscle ache at my tighs and calves... haha.. so long since i last jogged.. i am so weak..! hahaha... Too pampered by Piggy i guess.. Always eating chocolates, tidbits and other fattening food.. haha! Oopz! haha!!
I guess i made everything over colourful.. but nevermind lahZ.... lazy to change.. no photos to post here lehZ... havent receive any photos from Piggy.. haha!!
With Love, Jas 7:51 PM
Monday, July 26, 2004
Normal school day today..
Hi-lights for this week..
27th July>> Going to meet elaine cos she wanna buy crumpler bag.. haha.. she buying the red one.. yeah... then i can buy the black one.. yeah!! Thanks Laine!
28th July>> No library! yeah! However there is a bad news.. Another bad news: There is econ mock test.. gotta write 3 essay!
29th July>> There is a blood donation drive.. hopefully i can donate cos i had medication a month ago.. **pray** yeah!!
30th July>> Here is the bad news.. Gotta go library.. sighZ.. this is my short day lehZ!! S**T!
31th July>> Gotta go school for GP mock test.. full papr 3 hours.. sighZ..
1st Aug>> BBQ at Piggy house in the evening.. yeah!! I am very excited about it...
Piggy is having his lesson now.. i am kinda bored... going for a jog.. hahaha!! i must exercise or else Piggy will start saying i never exercise... I've changed into my jogging attire already.. getting ready for my jog.. gotta do warm up exercise.... or else later got muscle ache... hehe!!
I must work towards my goal of attaining greater bossoms and keep my body lean! Wow! damn difficult.. and i always indulge in sinful food.. haha... As the going gets tough.. i will keep going..!
With Love, Jas 5:51 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2004
24th July
Had Parent-teachers-meeting ( PTM ) in the morning.. dread it.. cos they always say the same things... bored! But this time was kinda out-of-the-norm... I cried during the PTM... i was super psycho-ed by them for that moment.. i guessed i cried cos they hit my weak spot... the realised some of my problems... they realised the stress i thought i never had... they realised MY SUFFERINGS...
Why my grades fell so drastically..?
1. The main reason is cos i did not study hard at all ( for those who are following my blog closely, i bet u know best )
Why did i not study eventhough i know the consequences very well..?
1. I lost hope, confidence to move on.. ( do you knoe how demoralising it is to study but still fail so badly everytime? )
2. I'm stressed.. ( i dun study dosen't mean that i am not stressed... Comparison of grades by mummy can be really stressful! )
3. Lack of motivation ( due to the above reasons )
4. Some problems in my life caused me have no mood in everything... ( to some of you this is not a valid reason at all... )
I guessed i have to really study real hard now... i guess i better not let my mummy down.. since she made life really easy for me.. She did not reprimand me.. nothing.. she just kept quiet all the way.. ( in a way, it is good for me, cos if she say anymore, i will cry more.. )
I must admit i became a cry baby after i left NCC.. haha.. but anyhow.. whatever.. haha!
Went to study with Laine, Mich & Geok.. I didn't study much... cos became kinda tired after all the crying... and furthermore, no mood lahZ.. and also almost all of my tutorials are under my desk in school... sighZ...
25th July
Piggy gave me an early morning call at about 8.30am... Piggy came and fetch me early in the morning.... Went to his house.. and his Daddy cooked Bak Kut Teh for us.. hahaha... Fell asleep while waiting for the food to be ready.. haha! Pig.. but i was really tired...
Went to see bike woth Piggy after lunch... Saw Phantom and Cagiva.. Phantom appeals to me the most.. =P
Went to town.. Bought a white spaghetti top from Zara... been longing to buy that for a very long time... After which went to meet Khairudin and GF and Martin.. Went to Coffee Club.. Ate Muddy Mud pie as usual.. haha... Sinful! As usual, Rich Martin bought a new phone.. Sony Ericson K700i... hahaha.. hey girls! grab this guy man! =P
Went to see bike at Heeren too.. there is a road show... New maxi scooter from Piaggio... Not bad at all.. look fierce and it is robust.. something i consider most - size.. to me, vehicles must look big, dependable.. so that will not lugi on the road... Hate scramblers... they look as if they gonna fall apart anytime, dangerous and it dosen't appeal to me at all..
Went to his house after dinner to watch tv... his favourite kinda show- Tai Ji Zhang San Feng.. haha.. i dunno how many times i have watched this.. and i almost fell asleep..
Piggy Mum bought a durian roll for me.. yeah!! thanks Auntie!! hehehe...
Today shall quote from a site someone recommended on my tag-board... I don't know who exactly is that person... but if you are reading this, thanks alot! If you don't mind can tell me who are you? =P
Anyway, i think its rather true.. i realise sometimes i quarrel with the objective to win... and i always fell put down in the process... I have not been doing the right things at all... There are alot of things i need to learn.. =P
Problem One: Wanting to Be Right and Prove the Other Wrong Before you are able to communicate effectively, you must look carefully at your intention. Are you communicating in order to be understood, to get what you want, or do you have another intention behind the words you are saying? Many couples end up just wanting to prove that they are in the right and their partner is wrong (and always has been). This is communication as war. These words are filled with anger and blame. They cause the other person to feel small, bad or inadequate. The words in these communications are never listened to. However what is read loud and clear is the anger and righteousness behind what is being said. To remedy this, decide that you will stop blaming each other, and give each other a chance to truly be heard. Decide you do not have to prove a case, but find a way to establish a bridge of mutual understanding. These intentions are tremendously helpful in allowing a relationship to succeed.
Problem Two: Not Being Able to Hear the Other Person Remember, communication consists not only of talking, but also listening and hearing what is being said. We can do a whole workshop on the art of listening, but to start, it is crucial to realize that each person can only truly "hear" what is being said if they are willing to put aside their own point of view and really be available to know the heart and mind of the other. This is not as simple as it sounds. Many of us immediately interpret what we are hearing, and put it into a ready-made slot. Others distort what is being said. Others pretend to listen, but are occupied with their own thoughts. A solution to this is to repeat to the other what you think they have said. Let them know how their communication is filtering through to you. Let them make adjustments to your version of their message. And finally, be willing to really hear what they mean.
Things have settled between me and him for the moment... hope i will not make anymore foolish mistakes again... cos i guess he really loves me... Thanks to laine and mich for their concern.. hehe!
With Love, Jas 11:22 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004

Forever friends? 
With Love, Jas 12:00 AM
Friday, July 23, 2004
Somethings is lacking...
I am not smiling...
I am pretentious...
Where is the love?
Somethings i really wrong?
Is it my first step is already wrong?
Am i really confused? Or i just refuse to walk to the path i wish i could have chosen?
Is it a need for relationship?
Can i survive alone?
I am the the only one..
Without me, life will still continue...
Maybe i am just not the one...
Maybe things are not as easy as i seems...
Maybe maybe maybe...
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why am i not smiling?
Why is it always raining?
Where is the sun?
Where is the rainbow?
Where is your shadow?
Where is your heart?
Where are you?
Memories sink in... the present breaks me...
Will things be better than now?
Can i sit through the time machine and return to the past?
What is it now?
What is the problem?
Why are you so unhappy?
Can you tell me?
Can i share your problems?
Can i...?
I am desperate...
I have no hopes for the future...
Everything seems to be stagnant, stale...
I am not satisfied...
Are we truly dating eachother, or just needed eachother's company?
What is it?
What...?
Tell me...
Stop deceiving yourself...
Maybe everything is not meant to be...
With Love, Jas 11:21 PM
Watched Brotherhood again... Its really a nice show... Didn't mind watching it again cos my teacher, Mr Chiam blanja us.. haha!! As usual, i cried... it was really very touching... super sad... all of my female classmates cried... haha... But one thing really freaked us out... Mark Toh creid too... KaoZ.. super sissy lahZ!! hahaha... But nvm.. it's rather normal??
Actually waiting for Piggy to come and fetch me.. haha.. don't know where are we going though.. haha.. Long time never see Tannie liaoZ... she is ill.. three days never come to school liaoZ... Miss her lehZ.. =P
Meeting Elaine, Mich and Geok (?) to study tomorrow.. haha.. looking forward to it.. yeah! Tomorrow morning got Parent-teacher -meeting.. hahaha... IT'S JUDGEMENT DAY!!
I was rather unhappy yesterday.. but i guess i managed to suppress my unhappiness... hahaa... maybe cos i love him too much... i not sure... Maybe i should not be over sensitive... =P
Okie... shall sign off liaoZ.. cos i guess Piggy gonna reach here anytime...
Pleasure in the job puts perfection in the work.
Aristotle
Came cross that quotation in school.. really liked it... haha!! =P
With Love, Jas 8:05 PM
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Lazy to blog nowadays... my days so far wasn't as great as i wished it would be... Bought a top at Mango and a skirt from Iora last weekend... like them loads.. haha...
Wish list:
White shoes from charles and Keith
White tube
New bra/undies
Loads of money
Someone to understand me
Normal Monday...
Tuesday, Racial Harmony day... quite boring... maybe i never wear ethnic costume... so never feel the fun others had...
Wednesday.. as usual.. watch Love Actually in school.. movie screening by Library society...
I am kinda depressed nowadays... maybe because of period? hormonal changes... having loads of mood swings.. keep feeling very depressed... easily irritated.. It's so bad that i even vent my anger on him.. I am sorry lahZ... maybe i should just have sometime of my own.. to cry?? to let out all those stupid things... i wanna cry!
I always have loads of doubts in me... do you really love me?? What a taboo question this can be... haha! Sometimes i really hate all things that are happening around me.. i hate the whole idea of bikes.. but i am still trying to accept it whole-heartedly... Elaine told me that i should not try to control one person too much.. or he will have the tendency to leave me for someone else again.. and i replied bluntly "leave then leave lohZ" After which Mich and laine questioned me.. **i said something which i don't mean again..** sighZ... i am living such a F*** up life... I really don't know what the hell i am doing nowadays.... Comeone, i am tired of all these guessings and uncertainties... but i really cant stop myself from thinking so much.... What the hell..! i just fell like crying.. i just fell like hugging someone... but i don't have anyone beside me right now to give me the emotional support i need....
Stop!! stop thinking so much you idiot... i am having a terrible headache... ever since this afternoon.. stress induced?? or am i just thinking so much? i just have no mood to do abything now... didn't have dinner again... i wonder if he ever cares?? or maybe a usual, i don't see what he does for me like what i always do... Maybe i need to appreciate him more... maybe something's not there... but i can't tell what is it... talk to him just now... but apparently we have nothing much to say to eachother?? I don't wish to ponder why is this happening... i just hope that all this are just passing phase of my relationship now...
I wish to talk to someone now.. but i don't know what to say.. how contradicting i am...
I wish someone could give me some advice.. But i know i will not listen to them at all... As i can expect what they gonna say... "Don't think so much", "He loves you" or "concentrate on your studies.." i know thats the best for me... but i still can't do it... i just a problem by itself.. Can i be solved?? Does anyone understand me? Or should i ask, does such person exist..??
Nothing goes smoothly for me so far this week.... Someone spoiled my Cheong Sam and is supposed to compenstae me... but keep giving excues like "i dropped my ATM card in the longkang" Empty promises like "tomorrow, i will!" I hate people who give me empty promises... Whatever it is.. Don't give me stupid excises... don't irritate me further.. i have enough problems of my own already.. don't make your problem my problem.... thanks...
Miss laine.... miss mich.. miss geok... miss siow hui... miss nunthiya... miss jenna... i realise friends are afterall the best assets one can have... i rather not have love.... cos love often brings me loads of problems.. just like now... i just can't comprehend.. don't ask me why.. cos i personally dun understand too...
Every day you may make progress. Every step may be fruitful. Yet there will stretch out before you an ever-lengthening, ever-ascending, ever-improving path. You know you will never get to the end of the journey. But this, so far from discouraging, only adds to the joy and glory of the climb.
Sir Winston Churchill
With Love, Jas 9:44 PM
Sunday, July 18, 2004
I am really very irritated with him today... i really fell that sometimes he is the person i hate most.. and sometimes he is the person i love most... its very complicating i agree.. i don't understand too...
I hate him to the core when he always decide on something without letting me know... ya agree, its not that he is trying to keep something from me... maybe because he forgot etc? Whatever the case.. that is just an excuse.. i may sound so unreasonable to many of you... but thats is what i am... i expect him to tell me things u know.. many things he deemed as unimportant.. so don't tell me... so one day will it come to a point where everything is not an issue... and you will stop telling me things...?
Furthermore, everytime when i voice out my unhappiness, i will get slightly ticked off... And it will seem as if its me in the wrong... i am tired already lahZ.. What's the point in voicing out to you when i always receive nothing but this kind of treatment.... i am a super sensitive person.. you just put me down everytime when such things happens... ( maybe you never realised at all, and that show how insensitive you can be ) In your quest of defending yourself, the insensitive devil in you keeps appearing and do you know how harsh you can get? Whatever, i rather keep quiet and show you a black face than receving all this crap...
Sometimes i really feel like giving him a slap.. sometimes i really feel like giving him back the ring and say goodbye once and for all... Because things hardly get better... its always the same problem... like what he say... its very tiring to get angry with the same old things again and again... its very tiring to know what will be his words of rebuttal everytime when you argue with him... Its even more tiring to feel being put down everytime... Its not only tiring, its demoralising and irritating...
Sometimes i really hope he could be more sensitive... Sensitive to my actions and expressions... its clear that i am angry when i was in his house already, but i wonder if he realised... Sometimes i really hope he could be more tactful with his words... Don't scold me! Don't make me feel like you are scolding me when you are not... Can you discuss things with me? tell me what you wanna buy before you buy.. tell me what you are going to do before you commit yourself.. Can you just tell me things the way i do to you??
I wonder if this entry will be understood by him.. i wonder if it would create any impact on him.. whatever its is, what he has done just makes me feel that i have no say in everything... although how much i tried to talk to him.. he dosen't seem to comprehend.. Although how much i say about my unhappiness, i just get back the same thing, nothing is done in view of my 'complains'.. Sometimes he makes me feel that he is leaving in the world of his own... Sometimes i feel that i am not important to him at all... Sometimes i just fell like giving up... SIGHz!!! Maybe all are his habits... and its difficult to quit... i hope i will not continue to be irritated with him...
Curious things, habits. People themselves never knew they had them.
Agatha Christie (1890 - 1976)
With Love, Jas 12:20 AM
Friday, July 16, 2004
Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.
I typed out my entry nicely just bow and when i was about th enhance it, i pressed awrong button and everything went wrong.. i tried to undo.. but i am in vain.. so type again.. sighZ.. this is definitely not as detail as the one before....
Ah Boy is undergoing Chemo-therapy.. he will be tired easily, and due to the treatment, the amount of white blood cell will decrease.. causing him to be prone to other virus... just hope that he will be fine... And guess will not be seeing him in school so often...
15th July
Ita was another normal day in school.. rained quite alot.. it was lectures and leacturesa nd tutorials and tutorials.... hahaa.. Went to visit Ah Boy after school... Almost the entire slass was there... Ah Boy was kinda happy to see us around... hahaa.. i guess our presenc kinda brought him out of the boring lifestyle he has beenleading due to the tumour... slacked around his house.. with two teachers.. Mr Chaim and Mrs Khoo.. we were somehow glued to the television and as usual, we made fun of almost everything on the screen... Wehn we decided to leave, i said good bye earlier cos i gotta go to town to get movie tickets for Brotherhood while the rest went to Whampoa market to eat.. hahaa..
Piggy came to my house for dinner then we head downto LIDO for our movie... Prior to our show, he said he wanna go Far East to see spectacles.. See here see there.. look here look there.. then he decided to make a new pair of spectacles... plastic framed... haahaa!! It cists only $99 ( considering his astigmatism is rather high ) I am so tempted to make spectacles also.. I want! i want! i want!!!
Our show is at 9.30pm.. so watched until close to 12 midnight.. then head home.. but on the way we went to top up petrol.. so eventually reached home at 1am.. haha!
Brotherhood was a nice show.. i would definitely recommend to anyone above 16 to watch... value for money... maybe due to my already tired eyes and too much crying during the show.. my eyes were swollen.. i could not help crying.. i just can't stop... everything is just so touching... the show makes me remember how painful it was to see your loved one past away...
16th July
Normal school day.. lectures and lectures and lecures... but today got PE... but too bad it rained.. i was prepared to run.. but seems like GOD is not giving me a chance to lose weight.. haha.. We stayed back inschool for awhile.. Dicuss how to raise fund for Ah Boy.. hope what we are doing can help ease a little of the financial strains on his parents... Went to see Ah Boy again.. today Mr Chuah drive us there... haha! we Stopped by Balestier to buy Tau Sah Piah.. it is nice.. recommended by Mr Chuah.. hahaha!! I left earlier with Mr Chuah cos he offered to send me home cos he lives near me.. hahaa! Great!
Going to meet Piggy later for dinner.. cos i got no dinner at home.. Mummy go Batam to see my uncle cos he sick.. haha! okie i gotta go change liao... free then blog again..
WOW! i am so patient to type out everything all over again.. but this is so much less detailed... haha!
With Love, Jas 5:52 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Read his blog in school... I am utterly convinced.. maybe he is just too eloquent.. Maybe i am not mature enough to have thought of certain things.. Just one reason from him can actually make all my disadvantages of biking seem obsolete... what else can i say?? i shan't make a fool of myself again...
Maybe i shall just give in.. Its afterall his life... i can't lead his life... sometimes i really admire his decisiveness although i often sulk at it... he is just one guy who is very sure of himself.. unlike me.. its through him i realised i have to know what i want in life too... maybe his is my guiding star.. maybe he is my teacher.. mabe he is my BF.. maybe he is just who he is...
I have sorted out my thoughts.. maybe its not that bad after all... anyway we don't know when we will die... if you are meant to die no matter how to hide you still will be unable to escape the king of hades! Ya.. Maybe as what he say, 'do want you wanna do when you are young..' if not the next moment you will find yourself too old for anything... Maybe as a GF i should just stand by him, support him, and don't make so much noise.. =P
All the promises and all the assurance.. Maybe that is enough to move an unopinionated girl like me agree.. Yes i do! yes i do support you.. but you can't eliminate my dislike for bike.. Say that you will try to ride alone so that i will not be exposed to any potential danger... That sounds so noble, yet so selfish? You will still hurt me anyway.. If you really leave me, you will bring me eternal pain.. I would rather get hurt with you.. i don't wanna live a day longer than you.. And you may fell the same.. so i rather we part the same time... As mushy as it sounds, but do you think i care? Sometimes i just don't understand why i am so into you? Why am i willing to do anything for you? Maybe this is what love is... Maybe it is something that is too difficault for naive me to understand...
Maybe things are meant to be... Maybe all my worries are redundant.. maybe maybe maybe...
Talked about Ah Boy in class.. i almost teared.. maye i am too emotional.. but i just feel very sad.. He is undergoing chemo-theraphy now.. guessed its a really difficult time for him.. i am not very sure.. but it is definitely not an easy period for him.. hope he'll feel the care, concern and love we have for him.. i just hope that things will turn out fine... i just hope the best for him..
We are planning to hold a fund raising for Ah Boy to lighten the load on his parents... the therapies he is currently going through now ain't cheap at all.. Hope that we can collect as much donations as possible.. i guess this is the best and most practical thing to do for him other than prayers..
No quotes today..something wrong with my computer..
Will you still love me tomorrow..
With Love, Jas 9:25 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Can't leave out this pic!~ 
With Love, Jas 10:40 PM

Look like my ex-classmate, Fanny.. Act cool... =P 
With Love, Jas 10:40 PM

Geok and Elaine... Guess Elaine can't resist the good food.. =P 
With Love, Jas 10:38 PM

Michelle and me at Coffe Club ( Taka ) NICE!~ 
With Love, Jas 10:37 PM

The bruise on my ankle.. thanks to the curb at the bus stop.. i fell from riding a bicycle and i realise how dangerous it is to ride a bike.. Don't argue cos the same applies to both bicycle and bike.. its either the same degree of injury or worse.. 
With Love, Jas 10:36 PM
Call me a cry baby.. call those crocodile tears.. whatever it may seem to you.. But i guess you may not ever understand me.. you may not ever understand why i oppose to certain things.. In your eyes you are the best.. And when you set foot on something, there will be no turning back.. You struggled very long? but you have never thought how i would have felt during your course of thought..
I spoke to him about my dislike for bikes.. i tried to convince him not to take up bike licence.. but i guess i am unsuccessful.. i am not convincing enough? Its not that i don't support you.. but i just can't let you into danger zone and not voicing out anything.. Its just like not stopping you when you are about to commit suicide...
Everything i say, you definitely have a rebuttal you always have a solution to all the problems i post.. but to do have a solution to my worries?
Why do you have to constantly make me worry about your safety? Making me hot with tears with your piercing eyes? Say that i can choose not to worry.. How can i not worry? tell me! You are always making your own decision? Seems like i have no say in anything.. You must have anticipated what will happen.. but i guess your desires are more important than anything else.. Anyway, i have no right to control you.. You have your freedom to take up anything and everything...
Can't you see that i am nothing but full of worries of the future? Don't you know what is 'prevention is better than cure'? Do you have to wait till you land up in the hospital that you regret? Can't you sense the dilenma i am being through too? Ain't i suppose to support you in whatever you do? Should i go against you this time?
I chose to go against you even if it might harm our relationship.. i rather kick up a big fuss than to see what i do not wish to see.. Say that i am not a good GF.. Say that someone else is better cos she will support you in your quest.. Better if you think she will be better for you.. Better if you gonna leave me.. Don't change your decision.. your unhappy face will make me feel guilty.. It just like i am depriving you of something..
Maybe i should not have made any noise in the first place.. i should tolerate everything.. i should not have told you anything... but its a promise we made to eachother that we do not hide anything from each other again... Maybe i never heard enough of your side of view.. Maybe i should not shoot you with all my selfish views.. if i am selfish.. i am sorry, i was just trying to put your best interest at heart... eventhough it may be miscontrued..
With Love, Jas 9:38 PM
Are motors really that cool?? i guess maybe it is, if not there will not be any 'cool' modifed Hondas, Suzukis etc.. but though there are advantages of riding a bike, i can say very certainly that the disadvantages outweigh the pros..
Advantages
1. Yeah! I agree you look cool. esp, with your girl sitting at the back in mini-skirt
2. Its relatively cheaper than car
~ cheaper COE
~ the vehicle consume less petrol
~ the bike itself is cheaper.. ( just a few grands right? )
~ Parking is cheaper, sometimes even free!
~ low maintenance? ( is there servicing for bikes? )
3. It transport you around ( quickly? ) due to speed?
4. Can easily avoid traffic jams
Disadvantages
1. Its very DANGEROUS,( just look at the statistic! how many people died in an accident when riding? You may argue that it may not be you but who can predict the future? almost every bikers get involved in at least 1 accident during the course )
2. Rain! gotta find the nearest shelter, stop and wear your rain coat cos bikes don't keep you from rain! )
3. High chances of running late ( when it rains and u can't continue riding cos you dun have your rain coat )
4. DANGEROUS! your enemies can get u easily just by cutting that brake chain. You will be dead, if you are lucky just injured
5. Due to the dangerous nature of riding, family members may not agree in the end might strain relationships
6. Possibility of being obsessed with modifying the vehicle ( in the end will spend more money! small amounts add to a large sum )
7. Bike can only take you and another person, what about Mummy? Sis? ( Isn't this considered an inconvenience )
8. Possiblity of strained relationship with GF ( don't ever be caught sending a female friend home with your bike! )
9. You'll miss the times when your girl wears a mini-skirt!
10. Bike is unsuitable to take you to a formal event ( Imagine blazer and bike, gown and bike--> what a turn off! )
11. Guys cant gel hair already = bad hair days
12. High tendencis of skin cancer due to long exposure to sun ( anyway guys don't apply sunblock to protect themselves )
13. More strained necks due to the heavy helmet
14. Pimples caused by dirty helmets ( you can't avoid this cos you perspire which can't be helped )
15. You have to carry the heavy helmet all around adding load and inconvenience when shopping etc
16. Sleepy-heads = EVEN MORE DANGEROUS!
As you can tell, i hate bike! i hate bike cos i can't wear my favourite mini again. I hate bike cos it left a mark on my ankle that i will never forget. i hate bike cos my hair will be messed up. i hate it for the inconvenience ( esp for girls during that-time-of-the-month ) and all other inconveniences too..
Say you wanna save money so want to go get a bike licence and ride a bike instead of a car. However, getting a bike licence also requires money. Save money? Buying a bike also requires money. Save money? Monthly installments? Save money? Weekly petrol cost? Save money? If this is the case, isn't taking public transport cheaper, safer? Have i ever said that i detest public transport? To you, do i appear to be material girl? I am not eyeing your car! Can't you see that i am having your safety at heart?
You need my support, i can support you.. but i can't afford to lose you! DOZE OFF and i'll have to visit you at hospital already, i don't want that! Argue that car is also as dangerous, but bike has nothing to protect you! you'll get the greatest impact.. Still in a dilenma? Isn't the choice obvious?
For those who are considering bikes rather than cars, please consider the views of a girl who's only concern of your well-being.. If you really care for those around you, don't make them worry about your safety every moment..
LIFE IS FULL OF PROBLEMS
There are loads of problems happening around me.. but i am unsure what exactly is the problem... friendship problems, relationship problems, academic problem.. Whatever the problem you are having, try to look at the bright side of the picture.. If i can be of any help, i will be most willing to contribute...
To Michelle and Elaine, don't let minor things strain the relationship.. No matter what i believe each party have the interest of each other in heart, sometimes misunderstanding arises.. its normal though.. hope that there is no problem.. haha! one day let go eat SAKAE together!
Victorious warriors win first and then go to war, while defeated warriors go to war first and then seek to win.
Sun-tzu (~400 BC), The Art of War. Strategic Assessments
With Love, Jas 3:09 PM
Monday, July 12, 2004
11th July
Went over to Piggy's house... Ate the Hokkien mee his dad cooked for lunch.. not bad.. But i still prefer my mum's...Slack around the house.. watched vcd... It was R(a) though.. but who cares.. nothing much anyway.. hahaha... By right Piggy gotta go attend a wedding dinner with his mum... but in the end i also go with them.. haha!! DUA Elaine and all.. Paiseh.. To Elaine: Sollie!! Cos restaurant food nicer... haha.. the dinner is at UIC building... Noble House... Been there many times already.. can call it my playground liao... haha!! To my surprise.. the bride is a korean!! For the second half of the banquet, the couple changed into the korean traditional costume.. haha!! very cute!! Kawaii-ne!! The food was normal.. although some of the dishes are out of the norm ( unusual ) but it was nice.. haha!!
I'm going back to the same place for wedding banquet this October again.. haha!! Although quite bored of the place, but still can't wait for it...It's the process you see....
12th July
Today is a SUCKY day.... Started the day with a wrong bang... i woke up happily today and washed my hair early in the morning then went to take bus at the usual time... i don't expect myself to be late.. but freaking hell! i day dreamed on the bus and i missed my stop!!! i also don't understand why the hell i will miss the stop.. cos there are freaking many fellow students on the bus... Bloody hell... no one remind me we have reached!! and i was sitting at the seat nearest to the door!! i am so very pissed off!! People wearing the same uniform as me are so selfish!! To think that i woked people up when the are fast asleep.. i picked up people's wallet and return it to them... NO ONE HAD THE DECENCY TO GIVE ME A TAP!! i must say I DETEST THOSE WHO ARE SO SELFISH!!
SO IN THE TOTAL, I CROSSED THE OVERHEAD BRIDGE 4 TIMES TODAY!!!! 4 TIMES!! just because no one is kind enough to do something so simple... i ran very hard hoping not to be late cos if i am, detention will be waiting for me!! i guess Lady Luck only woke up after i missed my stop.. i was not late!! but i was perspiring like hell!! and my freshly washed hair is once again polluted with perspiration..
I don't know how else i am going to voice out my discontent for what happened this evening... i hate ***, i hate the people from ***, i detest them!! i condemn all attributes of this!! Call me naive, call me petty, call me prejudiced, call me biased.. call me whatever for all i care!! everything is just not right!!
Got back my results today.. did very badly as expected... As usual, failed GP.. ( i don't know why but after we changed GP Teacher, my grades are going down the drain, i don't know what does it mean.. but i hope the real reason is not what we have been speculating about )
Chemistry~45 ( just pass )
Economics~46 (not any better )
Mathematics 9233~32.5 ( i expected 20 cos i did not studied )
General Paper~36 ( guess i am the lowest in class.. sigh!)
Really don't know why.. but i just gotta 'buck up' ~quoted from Mrs Khoo ( GP teacher )~ Abit disheartened.. But Piggy encouraged me, I CAN DO IT! Thanks Piggy..
I feel like I can handle a lot of things. I can handle a parasitic infection and separating lesions, arterial sclerosis. But this stuff...I just want to go through life thinking people are happy, naive as that may sound.
Diane Frolov and Andrew Schneider, Northern Exposure, Mister Sandman, 1994
I just want you to be happy... Am i asking for too much? It's only when u are happy that i will find out what is happiness.. I want to be happy too.. Please grant me happiness...
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 4:06 PM
Saturday, July 10, 2004
No sentosa today.. rained in the morning.... sighZ.. Piggy lazy to go also... I didn't attend Chemistry lecture today... lazy to go lahZ.. guilty? yes/no?
************** WAITING IS A COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME***************
Waiting for Piggy's grand arrival.. sighZ.. forever waiting... sighZ.. always full of work to do... i gotta be understanding.. but i don't know how to be understanding.. its really irritating to have to wait for someone for so long... And worse it happens regularly... Say that will be coming soon.. then after say that gota go run some errands first... in the end i have to wait for hours... i really don't how to say.. how to show my discontent.. if i bring this up, i will be accused of being not- understanding enough... so must i be understanding by waiting unconditionally and not let off abit of discontent? I CANT DO IT! at least for now.. the naive me can't do it...
Maybe i having mood swings again... Maybe my period is coming... whatever it is i am still full of grudges.. i really hate people to make me wait.. Always meeting people there will be people who will be late... late for awhile is ok.. but C'mon, late for more than half an hour is unforgivable unless you have a good reason...
Why do i hate waiting so much?? Put simply, when i wait, i will have nothing to do.. and what will happen? i will start to imagine things.. good or bad... And most of the time trouble awaits when this happens... Many may say that this is my problem.. Correct.. this is my problem... and you brought this problem upon me by making me wait...
Listening to Liang Jing Ru's song while typing this.. her songs reminds me of those times... the emotions i felt.. it brought me back to the past.. heart broken.. in dilenma.. in denial.. being foolish.. all the emotional trauma... her songs are like mirror.. i felt that i can see myself..
I have learnt silence from the talkative, toleration from the intolerant, and kindness from the unkind; yet strange, I am ungrateful to these teachers.
Kahlil Gibran (1883 - 1931)
With Love, Jas 12:24 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004
Sometimes i really don't understand why guys love to take advantage of females... I'm really very irritated with what happened to me/around me... I really hate to leave the seat open when i take a bus...
Today on my way home, i sat on the inner seat with ample space in front for the legs.. i got up at the bus stop opposite Liat Towers.. and at the next stop ( opposite Far East ).. This FATTY boarded the bus and sat beside me... initially it was still okie.. until after i gradually fell asleep, i found that i am so squeezed into the seat! FREAK!!! what the heck!! he open his legs so big for what?? i hate guy's ( esp strangers ) body to touch mine when they sit beside me on bus or anywhere!! i really hate it man!! You mean his DICK is so big that he has to open his leg so wide apart? i was definitely angered! C'mon, even if you have a big DICK also no need to show off lahZ... It should not be very difficult to keep your legs to yourself!! But anyway it dosen't mean if you have a big body that you have a big DICK okie.. Bloody hell..
Please! guys who are reading this, don't open your leg so big when you sit down lahZ... Not only it dosen't look nice, it also obstruct people's freedom! Do you know how little space i got? Do you know how difficult it was for me to avoid those regular elbow brushes? i swear! i will never leave the outer-seat empty again! i will only sit with female.. if sit with male, i shall be on the outside! Bloody hell! i hate those guys..
you mean you feel high with all those elbow brushing?? body contacts?? FREAK man!! IF THAT IS SO, YOU ARE SO WEAK!! YOU GOT NO CONTROL OVER YOUR MIND, YOUR BODY!! Learn to gain control of yourself...&... Get a life! get a girlfriend and get your hands all over her ( for GOD's sake ), NOT ME!! but if you cant find a GF, too bad.. its your problem & you deserve it too! and DON'T MAKE YOR PROBLEM MY PROBLEM!! What the heck!
If this entry is to offend anyone innocent of any of those acts, i apologise! And for those who are filthy guilty of whatever mentioned, fuck off! NO!! i hope you can't fuck anymore! Bloody hell!!
With Love, Jas 11:21 PM
School kinda offically started this week for me.. haha..
6th July
That was a normal school day lahZ.. end school at 1.50pm... went home after that.. haha.. i'm so guai... never go town.. haha..
7th July
That was also a normal school day.. but the only thing special for that day is that there is CCA!! S***! i hate Wed cos there is CCA... can't wait to step down.. I am so very tired of LIBRARY!!
Any way, as usual went to library after school... was quite busy.. cos library is coming up.. got loads of preparations to do.. hahaha.. i am in charge of the book quiZ.. so gotta type things out and all... haha.. got complimented for the work.. haha!! but not all done by me.. credits go to those who helped me ( their identities are confidential )..
That day was also Wen Qi's birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha!! We gave her Fancl's body shaping cream and skincare trial set.. Not trying to say that she is fat and have bad complexion.. Its that there is always improvement to one's body!! haha.. anyway, Tannie says that cream is effective.. hahaha!! hoping to see the results after 2 months! =P Anyway her complexion is damn good..!! don't nedd to take care still so smooth... not fair!!
8th July
Wen Qi came to school with a box of brownies.. although its ready made mix, its the effort that counts lahZ!! hahaha.. it was really nice... i gobbled down loads of it without feeling guilty.. OoPs! yA, IT WAS ALSO A NORMAL SCHOOL DAY.. AS MUNDANE AS IT CAN BE.. but that day got a bad news.. i failed my chemistry paper by 1 mark.. i just pray that there is some mistakes in the marking and i get one extra mark.. hehe!! went home after school as usual... Managed to burn a cd at last when i reach home!! haha..
But i went out in the evening.. met Piggy!! really missed Piggy.. hehe! Went to Suntec for dinner at Pizza Hut.. haha! it was really very filling.. Walked around the place after dinner.. Then went to Selegie for Soya Beancurd.. the Beancurd is just superb.. as smooth as smooth can be.. i told Piggy "How i wish my face is as smooth as the tou hua!!" Went home after eating the Beancurd.. on the way to the car, i saw i guy sitting in the middle of the garden of an old building.. i feels really creepy.. i thought i should keep quiet in case it is something 'dirty', but i asked Piggy if he saw a guy sitting there.. he said 'no'.. i was almost freaked out.. then i keep asking him to see but he stil said 'no'.. after a few moments then he claimed he was just pulling my leg... but i wasn't a nice joke to tell in the middle of the night... for that moment i really hope he will just tell me he saw a guy sitting there too ( even if he really didn't see ) Just tell me a white lie.. i am scared!!
Reached home.. Wanted to watch Meteor Garden 2 but was too tired.. so go sleep...
9th July
Today is youth day celebration... Suppose to bring tie and wear collar pin.. Freak!! after i boarded the bus then i found out that i forgot to bring tie... quickly sms Charity and Helena if they have extra to lend me... and to my horror, Charity also forgot... haha!! in the end i borrowed tie from Helena and Charity went to Co-op to rent one... phew!!
Got some ceremony for students council and catholic activities council.. was really boring... fell asleep... after that was concert put up by teachers... quite entertaining... Dance put up by the new teachers... Arcapella by 5 teachers, performance by Mr Isaac Lim ( fantastic performance ), and a big one by mainly almost every teacher ( really very funny, and Mr Glasgow really looked like a drankard, Mrs Khoo.. haha! many many more!! )... had a really good laugh...
The entire celebration ended at 10 am.. but we cannot go off.. got to attend Chemistry Lecture... from 11-1pm... sighZ.. fell asleep as usual for the first part of lecture... haha... went to town to eat after the lecture.. walked around, shopping for things.. hahaha... Tomorrow also got lecture from 8-10am... sighZ.. suppose to go Sentosa tomorrow.. haha.. Go after lecture ba.. That means gotta bring loads of things... hopefully Piggy come to school to fetch me.. hahaha...
Went to NTUC with my mum in the evening... we rode bicycle there.... Guess what?? i fell!! Idiot... my butt and my leg damn pain!! my leg swollen liao.... sighZ.. too long never ride bicycle liao... i also wanna complain!! why ( Whoever it may concern ) build those cement mini pillars at the bus stop... so narrow!! make me fall!! so MALU u know.. fall in front of so many people.. sighZ..
bought alot of things at NTUC!! haha.. loads of fruits.. grapes.. banana... kiwi.. and vegetable eg cucumber... buy bread!! rice, QOO drink ( though i dun drink cos it is fattening ),cann food & many many more!! haha!!
It is unwise to be too sure of one's own wisdom. It is healthy to be reminded that the strongest might weaken and the wisest might err.
Mahatma Gandhi (1869 - 1948)
With Love, Jas 6:44 PM
Monday, July 05, 2004
Today no school.. Its Youth day.. holiday for us!! Great! I love holidays!!
Had quite an eventful and 'wasteful' day.. hehe... =P
Today woke up kinda early.. Piggy woke me up with a sms... went online.. then played 'Bejeweled' with Piggy... I won again.. no kick.. I everytime also win him.. haha!
Piggy surprised me by offering to send me to go cut hair at Suntec... haha.. I cut my hair!! its shorter now... its definitely obvious that I cut my hair.. unless you are blind.. Also, I cut short fringe again!! I like it.. although Piggy dosen't like it.. hehe!! Piggy left Suntec at around 3 pm ( while i was cutting my hair )
Went to town after I cut my hair.. Went for facial ay Lucky Plaza.. Hmmn. the extraction was damn pain.. my face is super red now.. haha.. I got 2 months never go facial liao... then now alot of oily deposit under my skin.. must extract.. Ouch! hehe..
Spent alot of money today... sighZ.. I am broke again.. $30.45 for hair cut.. $30 for facial.. and $53.80 for a Dermalogica facial wash I bought.. sighZ.. Piggy will nag at me for spending so much money.. hehe!
Took a bus home after facial.. hehe! very hungry on the way home.. reach home straight away eat dinner.. hehe.. sighZ.. Tomorrow gotta go school liao.. hehe.. kinda excited and kinda dreading it at the same time... excited cos I miss those times with my classmates.. 1 month of holidays miss out quite alot.. hehe.. dreading it cos need to study.. sianZ.. hehe! 1 month never wear uniform.. feels so weird.. haha.. =P
To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.
Madonna (1958 - ), O Magazine, January 2004
I guess I am not brave.. I love someone and expect him to love me in return... I have no courage because I fear I'll be hurt again.. And something I must really change is not to always look at the bad side of things... I always accuse him of things without sparing a thought for him.. I blame him unconditionally without reflecting what I have done wrong.. I always remember all the things he did wrong.. Never remember the things he did for me.. I must apologise for all these.. and thanks for tolerating me all this while...
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 7:43 PM

Shhhh! keep quiet!! I am trying to act cute!!
Will you still love me tomorrow... 
With Love, Jas 2:29 AM

I must admit i love myself! I love to take picture of myself.. And i love my photographer to take a picture of me... i love my photographer too.. =P
Will u still love me tomorrow.... 
With Love, Jas 2:19 AM

See what see? See somemore i dig your eyes out! =P
Will you still love me tomorrow... 
With Love, Jas 2:14 AM

This one nothing special.. but i like..
Will you still me tomorrow.... 
With Love, Jas 2:09 AM

Act Blur.. Kawaii De-Shio! Pictures by my private photographer, Piggy!
Will you still love me tomorrow... 
With Love, Jas 2:07 AM
Had a great weekend with Piggy.. though its LOW BUDGET, but its not money that counts right.. =P
3rd July
Piggy came to my house to pick me up.. had a simple lunch then went to Ubi to see car.. Look all around the place.. Mitsubishi, Toyota, Nissan... My favourite: Mitsubishi Colt... haha!! small and nice.. My wish: to own a SUV!! Subaru Forester!! haha!! but i guess i shall stop dreaming and go get a driver's liscence soon.. hahaha... After seeing the cars.. we went to Suntec.. hahaha.. walk all over the place.. from Suntec through Citilink to Funan.. then from Funan through Citilink to Suntec.. wanted to cut hair.. but the stylist not free... got loads of peeps.. nvm! go cut tomorrow.. Then went to Citilink again.. had dinner at Thai Express.. the waiter is super polite!! great! After dinner went to Esplanade.. the roof top.. linger around the place... then we said Ciao to the place... throgh Citilink to Suntec again!! haha! feels like we are compensating the times we missed out on Citilink.. hahaha!!
4th July
Today was slacking day! Woke up at 12 noon washed up and head down to Piggy's house... haha!! bought dinner Nasi Lemak again! But i managed to finished it this time... as usual.. watched tv while eating.. abit unhealthy but nvm lahZ... After lunch its the PIG'S syndrome.. sleep... at first agree that we shall sleep for awhile then go swi.. but Piggy tried to wake me up.. but i can't bring myself to open my eyes longer... hahaha.. So in the end slept until 7pm! hahaha.. gonna grow real fat! Wake up.. Then washed up a little.. then cooked dinner... its kinda cheapo that we had Maggie mee.. but.. nvm lahZ... that's all we have at home.. hahaha!! watched tv while eating again! One leg Kicking... OH! we also had Glutinous Rice Dumplings.. haha.. Piggy ate alot.. cos i was too full to gobble up my share.. thanks Piggy!! He'll grow fatter than me, luckily he has regular running from SAF! haha!
Now at my own home slacking.. tomorrow no school! its Youth day! Gonna go Facial tomorrow.. and cut hair! yeah!! so exciting.. in about 1 hrs time its the final for Euro.. my brother is waiting.. hahaha!!
Okie.. shall sign off!! gonna play Bejeweled with Piggy on MSN...
Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved.
William Jennings Bryan (1860 - 1925)
With Love, Jas 12:40 AM
Saturday, July 03, 2004
Many days never blog liao.. haha! yesterday wanted to blog but *sighZ... type half way, computer got problem.. keep hanging.. sighZ...
1st July
Just to summarise what happened recently.. My exam ended on Thurs.. yeah! haha! then that day is Piggy's Mummy's birthday.. so after exam, i went to town with Charity, Tannie & Wen Qi... Went to makan at Magic Wok again.. everytime go Magic Wok i kinda bored of it liao.. haha.. the food also not very nice... ( maybe i ate too much good food in the holiday, everything else dosen't taste good liao ) Bought present fot Piggy's Mum... Crabtree & Evelyn's hand cream.. hahaha.. the smell is very unique... and the texture feels good... dosen't feel oily... just feel like water.... it is light and hydrating.. good! Then that evening met Piggy.. and went to pass the present to Piggy's Mum... hahaa.. She was very happy i guess... hehe! Then Piggy and i went to Haagen Dasz for ice-cream.. haha.. free one lahZ.. cos Piggy got voucher.. hahaha..
2nd July
Went over to Piggy house to swim... haha! He got 'off' lahZ.. hehe.. swam bout 10 laps.. As usual Piggy is lazy.. so he stood by the pool and watch me swim..After swimming went to the hot jaccuzzi.. hahaha.. we really know how to enjoy life.. yeah! After that went to eat Roti Prata.. then went to town to buy movie tickets.. Spiderman 2!! Then went to eat Muddy Mud Pie at Coffee Club at Taka.. haha.. wow! super sinful... i guess all i have eaten is too much to burn.. all the swiming before will not help.. haha.. Our movie is at 11.30 lahZ.. hahaa watch until near 2.. then drive home liao lohZ.. hahaha!!
3rd July
Piggy is still sleeping... i am kinda waiting for him.. we are suppose to challenge 'Bejewelled'.. i really don't understand why guys sleep so much.. no matter how much he sleeps.. he will still be tired... hahaha!! really PIG! Gonna meet Piggy later as usual.. Maybe gonna see car car.. Toyota Rav4.. i am so in love with Mitsubishi Colt.. SUVs and MPVs... I guess most probably we'll go see the Toyota showroom... hahaha! And maybe going to Suntec also.. cos Piggy wanna go to Citilink.. We very long never step onto citilink since Piggy got a car.. =P
Yup.. maybe i should stop here.. heheee!next time got picture then post here ba.. But as usual.. i will leave you some inspirational quotes to think about....
Creativity can solve almost any problem. The creative act, the defeat of habit by orginality, overcomes everything.
George Lois
With Love, Jas 11:25 AM
Jasmin Kee
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