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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Woke up rather early today.. cos gotta meet my classmate to vist Ah Boy at Tan Tock Seng Hospital.. As expected, people were late... by right meet at 10am... in the end we only left the place at around 10.40am.. i shouldn't be early the next time...
When we entered the ward... saw Ah Boy lying on his bed with his mum accompanying him by his side... upon our arrival, he sat up.. but seemed to be in a dazed... maybe because of his illness ba... he tried hard to focus... haha!! maybe too many of us there, he abit blur.. those who went includes me, Wen Qi, Charity, Tannie, Helena, Yan Ying, Alex, Xavier, Mark, Althaf and Lye Chin ( did i spell correctly )
All of us were very worried about his condition.. Basically he has got a growth in his centre brain... its pressing on his nerve, causing him to have double vision.. that's why he was referred to TTSH when he saw a GP... I think the Doctor is testing if the growth is benign or wat... but apparently Ah Boy is going for operation tomorrow... sighZ... super worried now.. =P
I hope our presence just now cheered him up a little... at least i can see that he was smiling and that beats listening to his dics-man.. i can feel the fear he has in his eyes.. i dunno how to help him.. but i can pray for him.. i will pray for good health for him.. i will pray for courage for him to deal with this ordeal.. Just wanna let him know that we will always be by his side.. =P Shu Qing camt to visit Ah Boy later.. when we are about to leave.. haha.. its the thought that counts.. so many people is worried about him...
After visiting Ah Boy, i met piggy for lunch.. he was 30 mins late.. even he has a car!! HmmRp! Ate roti prata at Roti Prata House then bought a small cake for Piggy's mum who is working nearby.. haha! I'm not trying to earn brownie points..
Went to town after lunch.. Talk cock on the way in Piggy's car and i got a scolding from him for sprouting nonsence.. I felt very sad as i was reminded of Ah Boy.. i teared a little but dun wish to alarm Piggy.. hehe! shop around for stuff.. Piggy gotta buy a shaver for his dad for fathers' day PreZziE!! haha.. I tried many shoes and window shop around with Piggy!! ( its been a long time since we last did that )
Rushed back to the carpark before 5pm so as to avoid an additional After-5 charge... haha.. and headed to East Coast, my favourite Haunt!! i love the sea breeze hitting on my face, the sun, the sand and Piggy by my side.. sat at the break-water until 7pm.. then drive to the nearby food village for dinner.. orcered fried kway teow, chicken wings, stingray with rice and sugar cane juice... The rice suckZ! so hard and it all stuck in my teeth.. hate it.. did not finish the rice.. ( it is rare that i dun finish my rice, as i was taught since young to finish the rice no matter what as everything is hard-earned! ) As usual piggy sent me home.. haha..!
To all the healthy bodies out there... cherish and treasure your health.. nothing can be more important than having a good health.. I really don't feel good now.. i think i'll go visit Ah Boy tomorrow after my session at the clinic.. i really hope the operation will be a smooth one... I really wish all those who is reading this entry now to pray for him.. He is such a great friend to me and i can't bear to see all these happening to such a great friend of mine.. My emotions are overwhelming me.. Just feel like crying.. but i have to be strong... i must remind myself to look at the bright side..
I always loved this extract since secondary school when we did for pure Literature and i always will remember it in my heart.. Hope you all will find this meaningful..
I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what.
Harper Lee (1926 - ), To Kill a Mockingbird, 1960
With Love, Jas 9:42 PM
Jasmin Kee
CHIJ-OLGC, Cedar Girls' Sec Sch, CJC, SIM
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