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Saturday, June 12, 2004
today wake up quite early lehZ.. 0920hr! haha.. wake up the first thing on the computer.. thought will see some friends online to talk to me.. but nahZ!! no one tok to me!! **sobZ SOBz!!**
End up watching taiwanese variety shows.. hahaha!! quite interesting.. maybe i very long never watch tv liao ba.. easily amused by anything.. haha! =P watch tv until about 2+ den suddenly remembered Piggy telling me "MUST STUDY HORz" before he left... sighz.. i like haven't started studying at all, die lahZ.. i got no drive... no motivation... the things that keep running through my mind are KBOX, swimming, window shopping and the moments spent slacking around with Piggy... sighZ.. i must really get down with my books liao... or else cannot get into university.. then throw face!!
Sigh.. duno why keep thinking about Piggy.. this is kinda bad lehZ.. i must learn to live my life well without him!! i must be an independent woman!! but i guess i really miss him alot lehZ.. Almost everything at home reminds me of him.. Kinda regretted not asking him to get auto-roaming.. haha! its been a while since we last 'separated' for so long ( not knowing what each of us is doing ).. Initially, i thought its only 6 days.. it will pass very quickly .. but now the clock dosen't seem to be ticking.. as what they say "du ri ru nian"!! That's really true! =P Really cant wait for him to be back in Singapore!! haha! i was thinking what should i say to him when i see him.. "i miss you" is not enough to convey all the feelings in me.. "i love you"? so old-fashioned.. nothing new! =P
i think i just give him a warmth, tight hug... i guess that will better than a million words ba.. "actions speak louder than words" haha! i think i better go and build my relationship with the books i abandoned 2 weeks ago.. they are all over the place!! haha.. (",)
Oh! i realised.. the first week of school reopen.. i only need to go back on Tuesday and Thursday!! hahaha... After Thursday's Math paper.. den can play again liao!! YEAH!!! =P
A very true quotation i wish to share with all.. if you ever been through a relationship and your male partner says that he needs time... Dun worry girls.. He definitely need more time.. its his problem if he has made the wrong decision of going for someone else.. afterall if it happens to you.. he is not good enough for you! If he says he loves you, he should never be thinking about someone else.. Its a form of betrayal if he does that! And it really hurts to know about it in the end of the day.. But don't worry the wound will heal one day.. A relationship will not be as vulnerable as it seems, unless one party has obviously given up.. As i always believe.. Love will conquer all..
What is yours, will be yours.. time will tell!
Men are confused. They're conflicted. They want a woman who's their intellectual equal, but they're afraid of women like that. They want a woman they can dominate, but then they hate her for being weak. It's an ambivalence that goes back to a man's relationship with his mother. Source of his life, center of his universe, object of both his fear and his love.
Diane Frolov and Andrew Schneider, Northern Exposure, Cicely, 1992
With Love, Jas 5:36 AM
Jasmin Kee
CHIJ-OLGC, Cedar Girls' Sec Sch, CJC, SIM
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