hmmmnZ....Can't remember when this was taken... Taken during one of the skinniest days.. hehe!!
With Love, Jas 10:54 PM
Haha.. this act cute picture.. taken at Sentosa.. Peace!! =P
With Love, Jas 10:49 PM
Haha... my estate just have a major power failure... wow!! really the whole estate.. the flats all not lights.. road also not lights.. maybe i SUAH KU, i very long time never experience blackouts liao.. haha.... Okie.. that's all.. nothing else to say liao... maybe i shall add some pictures here.. hehe..! =P
With Love, Jas 10:41 PM
Woke up early early today.. go to school for tests.. sighZ.. never really study... SighZ.. if fail need to go see Brother Paul ( BTW he is my principal ) lehZ... SighZ.. I just got back from school lahZ... sighZ.. haha.. think going to fail liao lahZ... But i will still pray that i will not fail.. hehe!!
Its not over yet!! common test havent finish... this is only the start of my nightmare... haha... on thurs still got maths paper lehZ.. haha.. i think i going to flunk maths lahZ... I still owe teacher tutorial... dunno what's happening for the last few chapters... i wonder how am i going to start with my last minute revision.. haha...
Today went to school.. found out that many friends did not study much like me during the holidays.. All slacking away.. but the usual hardworking ones of course p|aHz all the way lahZ... hehe... i must study hard le... still got 4 months then its the 'A' level liao.. die.. i like not prepared at all... later screw up everything like my 'O' level.. NO!!! I don't want!! i must go university... canot be like 'O' level.. haha!!
But still i still need to chill a little.. going to meet Piggy later.. hahah!! OoPsZ! I wanna eat Muddy Mud pie from Coffee Club.. hahaha!! Its very nice... if you haven't tried... i recommend you to go try it... its only $6.90+.. hehehe... yeah!! okie i shall study very hard tomorrow.. =P
Cant wait for common test to be over... i wanna go shopping!!! very long never shop liao lehZ.. hahaha!! I wanna buy new skirt!! i wanna buy white mini skirt!! i wanna buy white spaghetti top!! I wanna make new spectacles!! i wanna get so many things!! sighZ.. but no money... haha!!
Okie.. gotta sign off liao... Gotta go bathe... hahaha!! then go out!! yeah!! i wanna go out!! i feel so deprived.. i miss orchard!!!
All charming people have something to conceal, usually their total dependence on the appreciation of others.
Cyril Connolly (1903 - 1974), Enemies of Promise (1938)
With Love, Jas 4:26 PM
Taken at home.. while waiting for my bro to bathe then go dinner after that... =P
With Love, Jas 6:24 PM
That's Piggy and my Bro.. haha! =P
With Love, Jas 6:21 PM
Mummy, my bro (Andy) and me.. Hejust received the red beret.. haha!! Look at his tired face.. He lost weight man!! =P
With Love, Jas 6:13 PM
Yesterday was a saturday.. went for work as asual at the clinic... that was the last day of work liao.. yeah!! will be getting my pay next week!! Woohoo.... =P Piggy came to my house to fetch me.. went to his house for him to change then we headed down to Holland Village.. Piggy's friend B-Day then he treating us dinner.. haha!! had a filling dinner... then all of us decided to go Haagen Dazs for dessert.. haha!! bought a cake and sang B-Day song for him.. He should be very touched cos as an Army-man he got no chance to celebrate his 20th and 21st B-Day.. hehe!! Had mud pie.. It was deliciously sinful... haha!! but i still finished the entire slice of mud pie.. However, i still prefer the mudpie at Coffee Club.. hehe!!
We all decided to head down to Mohammad Sultan to drink.. hahaha!! so we headed down to that place.. with Victor, Chin Lee ( B-Day boy ) and his GF at the back of the car.. haha!!
Its was "fun" walking around the entire place looking for a perfect place to chillout.. haha.. walk until got blister liao lahZ.... In the end settled into O Bar.. Covercharge was $10 for girls and $15 for guys... drinks only $3... i drank 2 cups Ribena Vodka and a Tequila Pop.. hahaa!! that Pop made the inexperienced drinker, me, messed up the table.. OoPsZ! i spilled the drink.. wasted.. haha!! the Pop was rather nice.. sweet and i guessed rather strong for inexperienced drinker like me.. The place was damn hot.. was actually perspiring inside.. haha!! so everyone decided to change location... to a place cooler and maybe better music..
So went to Angel... cos its ladies nite.. haha!! guys just have to buy a drink to enter.. so each of the 5 guys got a mug of beer.. Yucks! the beer mug is made of plastic.. so Cheapo.. haha!! i drank a little of the beer cos one of them is supposed to be mine cos Piggy is not drinking.. ( gotta drive ) Obviously i did not finish my beer.. the place was really boring so they gulped down the beer and head to Liquid Room.. haha.. Liquid has no covercharge but each gotta buy a drink.. haha!! Piggy ordered a Vodka Lime for me.. It tastes super sour.. but was nice lahZ.. hahaha!! The place was quite packed.. haha!! stay there not for long and i started to feel unwell.. haha!! the mixing of liquor in my stomach is coming up to me ( inexperienced drinker ) I was drunk! Apparently i kinda fainted while holding on to Piggy.. Fainted for a few moments.. Then suddenly heard people talking to me.. It was Andrew.. Someone asked me if i wanna puke.. as he said that, my puke really came to my mouth.. it was damn embarassing.. But i still managed to control myself and not puke all over the place.. Piggy and another 2 girlfriends helped and directed me to the washroom.. apparently it was jam-packed.. luckily got basins outside.. that's where i cleared my stomach.. haha!! felt so good and so much more sober after puking.. haha!! Great!!
Hanged around Liquid room and danced abit den decided to ciao at 2.45am.. haha!! it was really fun.. yeah!! that was my clubbing experience on a Saturday night.. I love all aspects of clubbing except the smoke.. it stinks my clothes and my hair, i ruins my lungs for all you can think of!! YucKs!
Today is Sunday 27th June.. woke up rather early.. then head down to Piggy's house.. bought lunch at the food court.. Nasi Lemak.. Did not finish it though.. haha.. they gave so much rice.. haha!! watch vcd will eating.. but the show was boring.. i almost fell asleep.. haha.. when finished lunch, i slept for a while den woke up to study for my common test.. there are still many chapters to cover die lahZ.. i haven't studied and my test is on tues... sighZ... die lahZ!!
I am using Piggy's computer to type this entry.. Not really used to this.. haha!! Okie.. gotta log off soon.. Piggy wake up liao.. NO! he went back to sleep.. think we are going for dinner soon.. I must study real hard tomorrow!! Never Say Die!
Life is a series of experiences, each one of which makes us bigger, even though it is hard to realize this. For the world was built to develop character, and we must learn that the setbacks and griefs which we endure help us in our marching onward.
Henry Ford
With Love, Jas 6:07 PM
Woke up early early to work at clinic... Went home after work for lunch ( Bee Hoon soup ) Quickly went to bathe cos my rashes are itching again... Quickly apply cream and ate medicine hoping to stop the itch.. Slacked around until Piggy came to my house.. We slacked around to.. surf on the net for a while den tried to play PS2 but i duno how to operate.. haha.. both of us gave up cos scared of spoiling it.. slacked around.. until it is time to set off..
Going to Hendon camp.....
Today is my third brother's red beret presentation.. haha! went to view the ceremony with mummy and Piggy... Piggy is our Cheauffer for the day.. Thanks Piggy!! The ceremony is not bad.. got some surprises here and there.. Kids may be very thrilled by the loud "bombings" and the "gunshots"... Almost canot recognise my brother cos his face was made up with loads of Camou cream!! haha!! and he Definitely stinks with that no.4 uniform of his...( they wear the uniform for their 72km route march )
He is drop dead tired now.. sleeping like a pig now.. haha!! I bet this week must be a super tiring week for him... sleep more ba.. cos i think he lost much of it in the week.. its time to pay back!!
After the ceremony piggy drop us at home so that my bro can bathe then we go for dinner together... Mummy, my bro, Piggy and I went to Chomp Chomp and eat.. i must say we are lucky or super lucky.. go there straight away found a parking lot.. then found a table shortly.. haha!! ordered many things.. stingray, satays, fried oyster with omelette mince pork noodles and sugar cane drink.. haha!! very full now after the dinner.. Haha!! Today mummy is the boss.. she foot all the bill.. haha!!
I am kinda tired now.. shall keep the blog entry as it is now... shall go be a pig like my bro liao.. tired!!
It is confidence in our bodies, minds and spirits that allows us to keep looking for new adventures, new directions to grow in, and new lessons to learn - which is what life is all about.
Oprah Winfrey (1954 - ), Oprah Magazine, May 2004
With Love, Jas 11:12 PM
SighZ.. just got back from work.. got rashes.. sighZ.. i also duno wat the hell it is.. its just very itchy.. looks like rashes.. its all over my body... got one big patch at me neck, on my left elbow, below my underarms.... ArrRgHZ!! i Can't stand itchy-ness.. sighZ..
Why like that one?? How come will have rashes?? do i have allergies?? Is it because of the sun? Can't be lehZ.. sighZ... I am dying of itchy-ness... can't scratch or else later got scar!! sighZ.. its so horrible.. =P
Should i go and see doctor?? i think i better go see doctor... Get some medicine to stop the itch?? get some cream to apply?? ArRgH!! i cant stand it anymore... And i still must study!!! sighZ... how to concentrate!!??
The test of courage comes when we are in the minority; the test of tolerance comes when we are in the majority.
Ralph W. Sockman
|tChY iTcHy ScRaTcHy sCrAtChY...
Will you still love me tomorrow...
With Love, Jas 1:20 PM
Went to clinic to work in the morning again.. just kinda reached home.. Having a terrible headache now.. waiting for my mum to cook finish the lunch...
Heard from Tannie that Ah Boy is undergoing a major operation tomorrow.. ( to remove the growth? ) I may not be able to go and see him due to my headache.. hmmmnZ.. i will wish Ah Boy all the best!! Ah Boy JIA YOU!! Haha!! i will message Xavier to send my regards because he is going down to see Ah Boy.. hahaa!!
Today will not blog so much... i think i'd better rest.. maybe if i get better i will gg down to see Ah Boy.. Okie.. i think the lunch is ready.. tata!!
Envy can be a positive motivator. Let it inspire you to work harder for what you want.
Robert Bringle, quoted in Redbook
With Love, Jas 1:09 PM
Just kinda reached home.. went back to Cedar for CO night.. haha.. watched the juniors performed and played some games!! haha..this is one way to spend the boring evening ba.. haha.. Piggy came to school to pick me up.. haha.. really thank him for waiting so long for me.. so paiseh to keep him waiting for so long.. Thanks Piggy!!
Met Michelle earlier to study before we head to Cedar.. haha..!! we did study okie... at least i started reading my chemistry.. sighZ.. got so much to cover.. i think i cant finish le!! must try to go through everything before common test.. haha!!
Ahh!! my whole body itching now... maybe because of the tanning on sunday!! i must moisturise my skin very well already.. or else later peel.. haha..!!
So glad to meet my platoonmates just now.. really very long never see some of them liao... really miss them lehZ.. Actually my purpose of going back to Cedar today is to meet my platoonmates.. haha!! dun really care about their performance.. haha.. OopZ! like so bad hor.. but nvm lahZ..
I WANNA PERM MY HAIR AGAIN!!! but i got no money lehZ... SighZ.. i gotta save money... gotta save money for holiday in december... buy stuff buy so many things... gotta save money to perm hair, hi-light hair!! sighZ.. how i wish money will drop down from the sky onto my hands!! sighZ.. hahahaa!!
No matter how rich you become, how famous or powerful, when you die the size of your funeral will still pretty much depend on the weather.
Michael Pritchard
With Love, Jas 10:49 PM
Wake up early today again!! Seems like got no days can sleep until 10am.. not exactly bored today.. was very busy in the clinic in the morning... And i was very tired after i knock off.. slept from 2-5pm.. sighZ.. i am so pig.. i am going to study after i lg off..
Haha!! nothing much to say right now lahZ.. I must study hard hard now!! OoPZ.. i am craving for Ice cream now.. haha.. strawberry!! Haagen Dazs? Gelare!! my saliva is dripping liao with the thought of it.. haha!!Cutting my nails now.. haha.. sighZ.. so troublesome.. haha!! now nails shorter liao.. easier to type also.. =P
Sign off liao..
Never seem more learned than the people you are with. Wear your learning like a pocket watch and keep it hidden. Do not pull it out to count the hours, but give the time when you are asked.
Lord Chesterfield (1694 - 1773)
With Love, Jas 5:44 PM
Didn't have time to post something here yesterday.. but yesterday was just a normal day so nvm ( Nothing much to say lahZ ) Yesterday was a normal day where i have a normal date with Piggy.. Went around the place as per normal.. haha.. Sim Lim, Bugis, Orchard.. met Kwang Heng though.. he is still as good-looking with a chio GF.. haha.. ( i also quite Chio.. must console myself.. )
Woke up early early today again.. Cos going to Sentosa mahZ.. haha.. Went to 7-11 to buy bread so that can make sandwich for piggy... so that we can have mini picnic at the beach before his friends come.. haha!! As usual, Piggy is late he is suppose to pick me up at 8.30am but he only reached my house at about 9am.. nvm.. used to it liao.. =P
We went to Palawan Beach.. one of my favourite beach.. for our mini-pinic before his friends come meet us.. hahaa.. almost fell asleep on the ground sheet on Piggy's lap.. so comfortable... hehe!! His friends say meet at Sentosa at 10am but the only reached at around 11am.. they are also somewhat like my friends.. always late!! but i am used to all this liao.. so its okie..!!
My purpose to go Sentosa today is to tann myself.. so straight after we met up.. I stripped myself to only my Bikini to tann myself!! haha!! so proud of myself!! i usually don't dare to bare myself.. but i did it today!! I am so HAPPY now! I am darker and i have an even tann ( besides the bikini tann-lines ) Had a great time tanning myself lying on the beach.. at one point of time i feel asleep for quite long while lying down.. haha.. OoOoPpZ! i am so pig! so hot also can fall asleep... but don't know why today like very lethargic.. Keep wanting to sleep.. =P
Left Sentosa like 4+pm head down to have lunch cum dinner at the hawker centre opposite Harbourfront.. haha!! really very full and bloated after eating my Hokkien Mee.. i even shared a pate of friend carrot cake with Piggy.. Drank A mug of soursop juice.. WaH~! really very full!!
Head down to town after the meal.. walked around.. and came across this shop called "Gramaphone" at Paragon... it sells CDs.. and the CDs are quite reasonable priced...i recommend you peeps there!! they have nice songs.. and although the place is small.. its really cosy!! When u free.. go down take a look ba! Walked aorund until nothing to do then decided to head back home.. haha!
Piggy gotta go collect Glutinous rice dumpling ( Ba Zhang ) from his grandma place so we head there before he send me home.... My mummy also got Ba Zhang for him to bring home... wah~! Piggy will have loads of Ba Zhang to eat... I am Kinda tired now.. haha.. i guess i shall turn in early...
Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again. Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future, without fear.
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow (1807 - 1882)
Live neither in the past nor in the future, but let each day's work absorb your entire energies, and satisfy your widest ambition.
Sir William Osler (1849 - 1919), to his students
With Love, Jas 10:22 PM
At Swissotel Merchant Court.. Our red wine..! Cheers! =P
With Love, Jas 12:03 AM
Group shot! Say cheese..!!
With Love, Jas 12:02 AM
Me, Cheryl and Irene... =P
With Love, Jas 11:59 PM
Piggy and I.. I like this pic... The pic is very well taken.. Both of us look nice..
With Love, Jas 11:57 PM
Me!!! At the garden beside ROM!! =P
With Love, Jas 11:55 PM
As uaual.. woke up kinda early today.. cos gotta attend Steven's ( Piggy's cousin ) ROM.. Haha! So many people attend in the end Piggy and I cannot go view the ceremony.. We were left outside.. so sad.. haha.. nvm..! nothing much also.. Only solemnisation ( i am consoling myself, I wanna see.. ) Haha!! the thing i am most looking forward is the wedding banquet.. hehe!
Took some photos here and there after the solemnisation.. took with Piggy, Cheryl, Irene ( is her name like that? ) and several group shots.. so many brides and grooms there.. so fun.. feel so warmth with love... LOVE IS EVERYWHERE!
Hey... i found out today that the bride was an ex-cedarian too... somemore was in ncc too!! She was an "encik".. wah... so coincidental.. she is my senior... but she is so much older than me.. when she graduate from Ceda, i still in primary school lehZ.. haha.. but nvm.. haha! Today is her ROM.. she is very happy... i am happy for her too.. at last her big day has come and they signed the papers! people keep asking me and Piggy, "when is your turn?" Don't know lahZ.. not so soon lahZ.. anyway, did i say i wanna marry him?? Nothing is for sure.. who knows, fews months later we break up lehZ?? Don't have too high hopes... or the more i will fall.. the more hurt i will feel.. haha!! Furthermore i am still so young lehZ... still studying lehZ... Maybe its too young to think about this at this time.... But i am also wondering when will be my turn? I wanna get hitched before 24 lehZ... must marry early cos i wanna have 4 kids!!! i like big family.. i wanna be like my mum but i want 2 boys, 2 girls.. haha!! OoOoppPZ! before i get carried away.... let's continue with what happened today..
After everything, we all assembled at Swissotel Merchant Court.. haha! for lunch at the Market Place Cafe.. i love the food there... today is my second time there.. My first time there is with Piggy and family.. haha! Yum-Yum!! the sashimi is superb.. dessert is heavenly.. Ate so much just now.. haha.. stomach was so bloated.. Steven was very generous.. he ordered for each of us red wine... and today is the first time i finished my entire glass of red wine!! ( i always cannot finish ) I promise i will train up my ability to take alcohol.. haha!! Everyone finished their wine only Piggy did not.. waste money.. but nvm lahZ... he driving.. better dun drink or later he doze off when driving.. Furthermore he never liked the taste of red wine.. haha!!
Piggy sent his Uncle, Aunty and cousins ( Steven's family ) home.. haha! i almost doze off in the car.. this is bad habit.. everytime eat full full then will fall asleep.. went to top up petrol den headed home to watch CSI! haha! Due to my bad habit.. i feel asleep halfway while watching CSI.. slept from about 3pm to 7pm... really pig today.. hahaa!! eat and sleep so much.. wake up already den go for dinner at a coffeshop nearby Piggy's house.. haha.. As Piggy have to rush off to attend his friend's father's wake i was almost gobbling down the food.. haha! On the way home, i guided and described to Piggy the way to his friend's house.. haha! as usual.. he don't know where is it.. haha!
Now that i am home.. my entire house is filled with the smell of glutinous dumplings.. Mummy making them.. hahaha!! Smells nice.. hahaa!! SiGhZ.. tomorrow must wake up early.. gotta go work at clinic again... must earn money lahZ.. i am so freaking broke now.. haha..!
Happiness is always a by-product. It is probably a matter of temperament, and for anything I know it may be glandular. But it is not something that can be demanded from life, and if you are not happy you had better stop worrying about it and see what treasures you can pluck from your own brand of unhappiness.
Robertson Davies
With Love, Jas 9:28 PM
Woke up rather early today also.. Gotta go clinic work mahZ.. Haha.. don't know why but always feel very tired nowadays.. maybe i am thinking too much ba..
Piggy send his car for servicing today and came to my house.. kinda surprised me.. Actually wanna go swimming today one.. but in the end also never.. got no time lahZ.. cos i gotta go for concert, Choral Facets, in the evening 8pm at Singapore Conference Hall..
Slacked at my house until the people called to inform that the car is ready for collection... slept for awhile and watched CSI at the mean time.. left my house only close to about 4pm? really have no time.. head down to Suntec for dinner at Cafe Cartel.. Why Suntec?? cos parking there is cheaper than in town mahZ...Had a very filling and sinful dinner.. must go jogging tomorrow liao.. =P
Piggy drove me to Singapore Conference Hall.. without knowing where it is... basically i just lead the way.. as usual..! Initially he said he wanna go town and buy some things but in the end still stayed at Singapore Conference Hall until my concert is over to send me home.. Kinda touched by him.. haha..
The concert was very enjoyable.. there is this song they sang called "Yes sir, that's my baby", that left the greatest impression on me.. the part when they sing "sweet cookies" with their cute actions really very kawaii-ne!!! However there are many childish secondary school kids keep making noises.. talking and laughing loudly during the concert.. clapping with the rythem without realising they are spoiling the songs.. Can these kids learn to observe some concert ettiquette please.. its really annoying...
SighZ... many things within me i really don't know how to express.. Do i realy don't know how to express or am i just finding excuse for myself to bottle things up..? Maybe the latter is the answer.. always when i voice out.. i don't get any conclusion, result or solution.. in the end i just find that i have made things worse.. sighZ.. i have lost confidence in myself liao.. I guess.. =P
How to let go? help me to let go.. i wanna let go too.. i wanna be happy too.. You think I am happy in this state? Do you really think everything is alright? Are you deceiving yourself? All this funny things keep popping out of my head.. i am still finding ways to deal with such things.. Finding answers to these questions...
I think i know what i want.. i want vivid and acceptable explanation... i really cant bring myslef to carry on with all these doubts.. Let me speak.. Give me a chance to voice out my discontent.. Answer me! Don't keep quiet.. Don't bother feeling guilty.. Can you do that? Don't tell me to forgive and forget.. it is unrealistic to say this at this time being.. i am a verbal person.. i cant bottle things up.. if i do.. i will be extremely miserable.. just like what i am now... I fell like i am putting on a mask.. You cant see me, i can see myself in the mirror too...
I really wish the ring can restore to its position one day and not sitting in my wallet anymore.. however there are still many BUTs... Doubts overwhelm me..
Remember that fear always lurks behind perfectionism. Confronting your fears and allowing yourself the right to be human can, paradoxically, make you a far happier and more productive person.
Dr. David M. Burns
With Love, Jas 12:40 AM
Just wake up from my nap.. sighZ.. i don't know why but i don't feel good.. not physical unwell... i feel very troubled by many things.. my relationship for exact.. i really don't know what the hell i want.. i have thousands for questions and a whole load of uncertainties.. i'm clueless of the situation now.. i wish someone could have helped me get out of this shit..
Why am i always so miserable? Why am i worrying so much? Why do i always look at the dark side of things only? Why am i creating so much trouble for myself? Why am i like that?
I hate the way i am now.. Just now, i read my senior, Jacqueline's WeBbIe, i found those things that i read so familiar.. that was what i am.. i guess i am still the same.. not at least a little changed.. i've grown to be over-dependent on someone.. i feel that i have lost myself.. now that i wanna detach myself from that over-dependenceness.. i felt that it is very difficult.. i still feel the pain all hurtfulness i suffered a month ago.. i cant seem to get over the things that happened around me.. ( maybe i decieved myself too much ) i feel like i am living in a world of illusion... like Alice in a Wonderland.. its merely an adventure.. can i get real?! Am i real? Maybe all i am experiencing now is due to the fact that my doubts are not cleared? maybe because of all these i really can't move on.. just like the command "Hentak Kaki" in malay... ( march on the spot ) I feel that i have moved on but after awhile i realise i am still at the same spot..
Don't ever mention the place Tampines or ask me to go there.. Don't call me "dear".. Don't ever do that to me again.. don't! DON'T!! Let me run away from reality again for the moment, for now.. if you can, try to pull me out of the illusion i am living in.. Someone help me.. Did anyone hear me?
haha! maybe i don't appear any troubled.. i conquered my death spot of being overly straight forward.. and now i reached another extreme end.. i don't know how to express myself anymore...
People tell me, its not that i can't get over it.. its that my heart dosn't wanna get over it.. hmmmnZ.. i guess maybe they are right.. i don't know what i am doing also.. i wanna go back to what i am 6 months ago.. i will try.. but can someone lead me to the first step of achieving this?? just the first step.. leave the rest to me.. i will try.. i don't want to cry anymore.. i don't wanna wet my pillow with my tears anymore.. i wanna smile, i wanna laugh, i wanna be happy... that's all i am asking for..
I swear, if i have a daughter next time i will either name her Genevieve or Shu Yi.. I choose to face my fear with a open heart.. i will not try to hide from my phobia.. i will scrape the idea of not naming my daughter Genevieve or Shu Yi i told my friends a month ago... I've learnt that by facing your problem is the best way to overcome it.. now i am ready and armoured to battle it.. Are you?! Am i really ready? Am i decieving myself again?
If you would be a real seeker after truth, it is necessary that at least once in your life you doubt, as far as possible, all things.
Rene Descartes (1596 - 1650)
With Love, Jas 5:50 PM
Woke up quite early today because gotta go work at the clinic.. very tired lehZ... just wanna sleep more.. Piggy gave me a morning call at around 6.45 am.. but it was too early lahZ.. he thought i gotta start work at 7.30 but actually what i meant was i wanna wake up at 7.30.. misunderstanding again... I wanna sleep longer... felt so sleepy and restless at the clinic.. but must make myself more awake.. or else if dispense wrong medicine.. i'll die!! haha...
Finished work at 12.30.. went home for lunch.. haha! i am really very tired now.. haha.. but i guess i am suppose to study.. got reprimanded by Piggy when he just called me.. scold me for not studying.. but i really need to rest a while first mahZ... sighZ.. i dunno lahZ.. Scold ba.. anything lahZ... Scold ba.. i am really very tired and i really can't care more about anything.. Elaine just msg me ask me if i am free.. or with Piggy.. i am free... haha..
Don't know if i should go visit Ah Boy today.. because they say he having operation today.. but i was thinking he will be put under anaestasia ( is it spelled like that? )
Mum said go also no use... maybe tomorrow then go ba.. anyway i am very tired.. will find out about his situation later from those who went to see him today.. haha..!
Oh well i guess i am dozing off...... but..... something canot be forgotten....
If you can't sleep, then get up and do something instead of lying there and worrying. It's the worry that gets you, not the loss of sleep.
Dale Carnegie
With Love, Jas 1:46 PM
Taken on the day we went to watch Harry Potter.. haha! I LOVE MYSELF!! =P
With Love, Jas 10:44 PM
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Taken yesterday, 14th June @ Gelare Suntec.. wild strawberry ice cream just freezes my heart! love it! =P
With Love, Jas 10:42 PM
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I took a pic of myself!! I am a know self maniac!! =P
With Love, Jas 10:40 PM
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The weather is so fine today.. LOVE IT!! Piggy took a picture of me with his phone when we were at East Coast.. =P
With Love, Jas 10:38 PM
Woke up rather early today.. cos gotta meet my classmate to vist Ah Boy at Tan Tock Seng Hospital.. As expected, people were late... by right meet at 10am... in the end we only left the place at around 10.40am.. i shouldn't be early the next time...
When we entered the ward... saw Ah Boy lying on his bed with his mum accompanying him by his side... upon our arrival, he sat up.. but seemed to be in a dazed... maybe because of his illness ba... he tried hard to focus... haha!! maybe too many of us there, he abit blur.. those who went includes me, Wen Qi, Charity, Tannie, Helena, Yan Ying, Alex, Xavier, Mark, Althaf and Lye Chin ( did i spell correctly )
All of us were very worried about his condition.. Basically he has got a growth in his centre brain... its pressing on his nerve, causing him to have double vision.. that's why he was referred to TTSH when he saw a GP... I think the Doctor is testing if the growth is benign or wat... but apparently Ah Boy is going for operation tomorrow... sighZ... super worried now.. =P
I hope our presence just now cheered him up a little... at least i can see that he was smiling and that beats listening to his dics-man.. i can feel the fear he has in his eyes.. i dunno how to help him.. but i can pray for him.. i will pray for good health for him.. i will pray for courage for him to deal with this ordeal.. Just wanna let him know that we will always be by his side.. =P Shu Qing camt to visit Ah Boy later.. when we are about to leave.. haha.. its the thought that counts.. so many people is worried about him...
After visiting Ah Boy, i met piggy for lunch.. he was 30 mins late.. even he has a car!! HmmRp! Ate roti prata at Roti Prata House then bought a small cake for Piggy's mum who is working nearby.. haha! I'm not trying to earn brownie points..
Went to town after lunch.. Talk cock on the way in Piggy's car and i got a scolding from him for sprouting nonsence.. I felt very sad as i was reminded of Ah Boy.. i teared a little but dun wish to alarm Piggy.. hehe! shop around for stuff.. Piggy gotta buy a shaver for his dad for fathers' day PreZziE!! haha.. I tried many shoes and window shop around with Piggy!! ( its been a long time since we last did that )
Rushed back to the carpark before 5pm so as to avoid an additional After-5 charge... haha.. and headed to East Coast, my favourite Haunt!! i love the sea breeze hitting on my face, the sun, the sand and Piggy by my side.. sat at the break-water until 7pm.. then drive to the nearby food village for dinner.. orcered fried kway teow, chicken wings, stingray with rice and sugar cane juice... The rice suckZ! so hard and it all stuck in my teeth.. hate it.. did not finish the rice.. ( it is rare that i dun finish my rice, as i was taught since young to finish the rice no matter what as everything is hard-earned! ) As usual piggy sent me home.. haha..!
To all the healthy bodies out there... cherish and treasure your health.. nothing can be more important than having a good health.. I really don't feel good now.. i think i'll go visit Ah Boy tomorrow after my session at the clinic.. i really hope the operation will be a smooth one... I really wish all those who is reading this entry now to pray for him.. He is such a great friend to me and i can't bear to see all these happening to such a great friend of mine.. My emotions are overwhelming me.. Just feel like crying.. but i have to be strong... i must remind myself to look at the bright side..
I always loved this extract since secondary school when we did
I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what.
Harper Lee (1926 - ), To Kill a Mockingbird, 1960
With Love, Jas 9:42 PM
Got up quite early today... actually didn't really sleep in the night.. Maybe miss Piggy too much ba... haha.. slack around the house until piggy came to pick me up at around 3 pm... went to Suntec city to see if there is any movie to watch... but ended up not watching any movie.. Met Wen Ting and her bf near the cinema.. haha.. so long never see her.. like never change much lehz.. haha..
So in the end we bought vcd and go home watch.. haha.. cos anyway we goota go to piggy house for dinner... His mummy is cooking for us... So long never get to eat the food cooked buy his mummy.. kinda miss it.. haha.. had a great dinner today... Cheryl fried eggs.. Jiahan cooked french beans.. haha!! Piggy and I only eat.. OooPpZ!! i'll try to help next time!! =P
Piggy just sent me home.. he went to meet his friend to watch the Euro match.. haha.. i hope he will have a good time.. ( My piggy is not into football! ) haha!!
After the dinner slack around Piggy's house until i received an earth shaking news.. My classmate, Zhi Jian is hospitalised.. My god! I'm so worried for him... i really hope nothing very wrong will happened to him.. i will pray for this friend of mine... May all the gods of all religion hear me!! Please bless Ah Boy.. Bless him rapid recovery and good health.. i am going to vist him along with some other classmates.. i really hope he is fine.. i guess i will not be able to sleep well tonight again!! i can't stop worrying for my dear friend..
May all of you out there who know this guy ( or even if you don't know him ) pray for him ok.. i duno what else to say now.. my entire mind is full of worries.. i can't think of other things.. I wish all you peepZ out there good health.. God Bless!!
Shall sign off now..
Look to your health; and if you have it, praise God and value it next to conscience; for health is the second blessing that we mortals are capable of, a blessing money can't buy.
Izaak Walton (1593 - 1683)
With Love, Jas 11:36 PM
Didn't have the chance to add a post yesterday.... Brother and friends were using the computer when watching the tv... Yesterday was the day when the EURO cup opened its first match... Portugal vs Greece... all i know is Greece won.. when many predicted Portugal to be the winner..
Took part in DASH organised by Michelle's church.. its something like amazing race.. haha.. the entire game was very fun.. its been a long time since i sweat so much.. and the first time playing such game...
Initially only went with a mood of "just-playing only".. but after finding out the winner will be rewarded with cash voucher of S$600, we decided that we must get it.. and put in our utmost effort to achieve it!!
Our team consist of Michelle, Jervoise ( Michelle's bf ), Nicholas ( Michelle's bro ), Maureen ( Michelle's sis ), Elaine and me.. from all sorts of schools round the Island.. haha!! Our team set off as the last group but managed to come back the first.. but unfortunately we did not win the grand prize.. sighZ.. dunno why also.. let's try not to dwell on it also... We settled with the 3rd prize.. with each team member walking away with S$40 cash voucher from Heeren... Better than nothing lahZ..
Basically we travelled from Bouna Vista ( ACJC is the starting point ) to Jurong East ( IMM ).. within 20 mins.. saw Wen Qi there but don't have the time to talk to her.. cos we gotta rush.. paiseh!! After completing the task of finding and buying some stuff in GIANT, we set off to our next destination.. Commonwealth MRT station.. We ran all the way from IMM to Jurong East MRT station.. under the blazing sun.. haha..! Completed our station den head off to Chinatown MRT station.. went around Chinatown searching for answers and perspiring alot.. haha.. we finally gathered all the answers within 30mins.. Great effort to all the group members!! Finally headed to our last staion at Tiong Bharu MRT station.. Our task was to climb up 29 storeys of stairs to find words on the way so as to link the words into a sentence.. Only when the correct sentence is formed then it is considered mission completed.. **For once i cursed and sweared about HDB building such high flats..** we managed to climb all the way up within 10 mins.. but on the way up, we did not find all the 8 words.. so we made a thorough comb on our way down.. i managed to find all the other words with the help of Elaine and it was really a DIZZY experience.. we still managed to complete the task within the 30mins time frame.. the answer was "Anger is danger only short of a letter" haha!! ** Shortage of time was really a problem.. so you'll see us running around the places.. paiseh if we knock onto people.. sorry!!** Fist time i ran so much after so many years... Feeling old again!!
Credit goes to all the team members for their perseverence, cooperation and all.. and our team leaders for running around with us under the hot sun.. Thanks!! Cheers to you peepZ!
After the whole thing.. we went up to the attic of the church for some refreshments.. Wow! The attic was really the perfect place for a party man!! Anyway as all of us were starving.. we gobbled down some food quickly and ciao!! haha.. Michelle and all went home for dinner while Elaine and I went to Heeren to see what to get with our vouchers.. haha! Elaine's friend ( TecK Wee )came and meet us halfway... The voucher comes in handy for my NEW BOARD SHORTS FUND!! haha! decided to buy board shorts with the vouchers.. but must pay extra $25.. haha!! haha.. its 10+ at night and i kinda just reached home.. haha!
Had a really eventful day!! Thanks to Michelle for inviting me to join this race.. haha! And of course winning ths cash vouchers.. Although we did not get S$100 each...
Oh yar! today is the 13th June.. Piggy is coming back tomorrow.. haha.. Yeah!! I've got so many things to tell him.. i guess he'll have many adventurous stuff to share with me too.. looking forward to it manZ!! =P
Got so many things to say.. but cant possibly write every detail here ba.. i already did my best!! haha.. wanna know more? if got the chance then tell you face to face next time ba.. haha!!
Winning is important to me, but what brings me real joy is the experience of being fully engaged in whatever I'm doing.
Phil Jackson
With Love, Jas 10:26 PM
today wake up quite early lehZ.. 0920hr! haha.. wake up the first thing on the computer.. thought will see some friends online to talk to me.. but nahZ!! no one tok to me!! **sobZ SOBz!!**
End up watching taiwanese variety shows.. hahaha!! quite interesting.. maybe i very long never watch tv liao ba.. easily amused by anything.. haha! =P watch tv until about 2+ den suddenly remembered Piggy telling me "MUST STUDY HORz" before he left... sighz.. i like haven't started studying at all, die lahZ.. i got no drive... no motivation... the things that keep running through my mind are KBOX, swimming, window shopping and the moments spent slacking around with Piggy... sighZ.. i must really get down with my books liao... or else cannot get into university.. then throw face!!
Sigh.. duno why keep thinking about Piggy.. this is kinda bad lehZ.. i must learn to live my life well without him!! i must be an independent woman!! but i guess i really miss him alot lehZ.. Almost everything at home reminds me of him.. Kinda regretted not asking him to get auto-roaming.. haha! its been a while since we last 'separated' for so long ( not knowing what each of us is doing ).. Initially, i thought its only 6 days.. it will pass very quickly .. but now the clock dosen't seem to be ticking.. as what they say "du ri ru nian"!! That's really true! =P Really cant wait for him to be back in Singapore!! haha! i was thinking what should i say to him when i see him.. "i miss you" is not enough to convey all the feelings in me.. "i love you"? so old-fashioned.. nothing new! =P
i think i just give him a warmth, tight hug... i guess that will better than a million words ba.. "actions speak louder than words" haha! i think i better go and build my relationship with the books i abandoned 2 weeks ago.. they are all over the place!! haha.. (",)
Oh! i realised.. the first week of school reopen.. i only need to go back on Tuesday and Thursday!! hahaha... After Thursday's Math paper.. den can play again liao!! YEAH!!! =P
A very true quotation i wish to share with all.. if you ever been through a relationship and your male partner says that he needs time... Dun worry girls.. He definitely need more time.. its his problem if he has made the wrong decision of going for someone else.. afterall if it happens to you.. he is not good enough for you! If he says he loves you, he should never be thinking about someone else.. Its a form of betrayal if he does that! And it really hurts to know about it in the end of the day.. But don't worry the wound will heal one day.. A relationship will not be as vulnerable as it seems, unless one party has obviously given up.. As i always believe.. Love will conquer all..
What is yours, will be yours.. time will tell!
Men are confused. They're conflicted. They want a woman who's their intellectual equal, but they're afraid of women like that. They want a woman they can dominate, but then they hate her for being weak. It's an ambivalence that goes back to a man's relationship with his mother. Source of his life, center of his universe, object of both his fear and his love.
Diane Frolov and Andrew Schneider, Northern Exposure, Cicely, 1992
With Love, Jas 5:36 AM
A great marriage is not when the 'perfect couple' comes together. It is when an imperfect couple learns to enjoy their differences.
Dave Meurer, "Daze of Our Wives"
Isn't his saying so very true... don't you realise if two person are so similiar and they understand each person so much.. it seems that their relationship is so perfect... BUT.. come to think that they understand eachother so much that they no need to communicate as much as other couples with many differences in character.... simply, they know what they think is going on.. they know!
Imagine there is this couple.. both workaholics.. even after marriage, i don't think they will last long.. both will be concentrating on their individual carreers that they have no time to spare for eachother...problems will be more likely to arise..
Imagine another couple who are comfortable with eachother despite the differences in their goals in life.. wife just wanna look after the family well.. husband looks after the family as a whole.. providing with shelter, money, food, love etc.. this couple will more like going to last longer...
What i am trying to say is that you don't have to look for a person who has the same hobbies, personality etc.. you just need some one who you think you have not much problem living with, communicating to, and you would like to share your everything with him/her.. Marriage/Relationship is all about give and take.. one must be willing to give.. and the other willing to accept.. it is simple.. but many miscontrue it to be complex..
Sometimes, come to think that having a few failed relationships in life is not a bad thing also.. you may be sad, heartbroken, feel like dying.. but its not the end of the world.. it is the time you learn from it.. it is a start of a better relationship ( that is if you learn fom your mistakes in your broken relationship )...
It takes 2 hands to clap.. if one party is not willing to salvage the relationship.. there is nothing the other can do.. sighZ.. love is such a mystery.. it can make one go on cloud no.9... at the same time it can smash someone's confidence, will to live etc.. as what they say "shui ke zai zhou ye ke fu zhou" this is one of the hard facts we have to learn in life...
An advice for those in a relationship ( i'm refering to girls.. i'm biased ).. treasure and enjoy all you have but have to be careful at the same time.. We must learn to protect ourselves.. guys on the whole cannot be trusted.. they may say one thing but act otherwise.. "fang ren zhi xin bu ke wu" if you were ever hurt by someone... dun let that someone or another person hurt you the same way again!! Learn from your mistakes.. that's what we are here for!
Don't deceive yourself and make youself love that person you are "suppose" to love... Love only the one you love... and remember you can only love one person at a time ( as in BGR ) Speak your mind never bottle things in your mind as it will create a snowball effect and by the time you realise.. nothing can be done to salvage your relationship already..
I'm kinda long-winded today.. that's because i am bored.. haha.. suddenly thought of some things, then thought maybe can share with you peepZ!
Sometimes i really hate the word "love".. but i always love it in the end of the day... with love, i had the happiest days of my life... with love, i had the most devastating days of my life... but come to think about it.. without all these ups and downs.. my life will be yet another boring day...
No matter what it is like... this is yet another day of my life.. and as days go by, all will be yet another compilation of the days of my life..
With Love, Jas 5:13 PM
Me and my dear friend elaine.. hehe.. kawaii ne!! =P this was taken on the day we watched Harry Potter!!
With Love, Jas 3:13 PM
So many entries but no pics, like quite bare lehZ.. add some colours to my blog with some pic!! this is me and Piggy!! =P
With Love, Jas 3:11 PM
Woke up quite late today.. about 11+.. walk around the house and waited for lunch... but like got nothing to eat lehZ.. ate some fried carrot cake and drank milk and chewed down a small apple before going out to meet Cheryl..
so coincidentally.. met her in the train... haha.. den we head to KBOX together lohZ.. hehe! kinda nervous den.. i shy lahZ.... first time sing with her...
Cheryl sing quite well lehZ..... but for me.. throw face! hehe! due to my unable-to-sing-well nature.. and my blocked nose.. i keep going out of tune!! So paiseh.. haha.. but nvm lahZ.. only me and her.. furthermore i am quite thick skinned... ( trained to be so in CJC ) so nvm!! =P
Didn't sing as much as Cheryl today.. cos dunno wat to sing lehZ.. i feel like the songs know me but i duno them... hehe! only know the oldies.. haha! =P drank 2 cups of water.. and tidbits.. the tidbits very ex lehZ.. den must eat more.. ** DO YOU KNOW THAT THE TIDBITS AT KBOX CAN REFILL** for those who just realised.. remember next time to ask for refills ok.. hehe!
Just kinda reach home.. had a horrible dinner.. but i am not someone who will not be unable to eat because of the dishes.... i can eat with anything.. even plain rice with soya sauce! hehe.. no rotten food of course.. haha..!
Haha! Elaine is back from spec course.. That means mich and geok also back liao.. yeah!! got people to accomapny me liao.. haha! shit i haven't study yet... arrgh! canot like dat liao.. i must go and read something later.. haha.. =P
Now my brother changed a new key board.. abit not used to it.. haha... feels like Piggy's laptop! everything is so flat! haha! Piggy is coming back in 3 days time.. counting down! =P
okie.. say so much.. should stop liao lahZ horZ... =P
Passion is the quickest to develop, and the quickest to fade. Intimacy develops more slowly, and commitment more gradually still.
Robert Sternberg
With Love, Jas 8:57 PM
It was raining very heavily just now.. but it stopped in time for me and Cheryl to swim..
Carried on with 12 laps so that will not feel so cold... but kinda didn't work.. went for cold jacuzzi until it became too cold then went into the hot one.. WOow! the hot one was very comfortable.. talked about products, clothes and men.. haha! had a really good and relaxing time inside.. after that went for steam bath.. the steam kinda cleared my blocked nose.. feel so much better now.. haha! after steam bath..went back again to the hot jacuzzi! =P
All these ended when we decided to head back home for a shower.. Went for dinner at Yew Tee shopping centre's food court..Ate Ban Mian.. Finish eating den go home lohZ.. here i am! Home Sweet Home!
Meeting Cheryl again tomorrow for KBOX session.. at LOT 1 shopping centre.. why LOT 1?cos she need to go back by 6pm to prepare dinner for her BF ( Jia Han ) WoOw! Jia Han is such a "Xing Fu Xiao Nan Ren"!! got GF to cook dinner for him.. He better treasure Cheryl!!
I wonder when will i acquire the skills to cook a proper dinner for Piggy.. OoPpsZ! i feel so shi bai ( useless )... i can only cook maggie mee, porridge, fry egg, campbell soup, fry potato... sighZ.. i think i better start to learn how to cook soon.. or Piggy will go for someone else who can cook and treat him better than me..
* SoBz sObZ *
Haha! today is the second day piggy is away.. he'll be back soon! in about 4 days time? I'm looking forward to it.. hehe! I miss him.. Does he miss me too? =P
Food for thought...
No matter how lonely you get or how many birth announcements you receive, the trick is not to get frightened. There's nothing wrong with being alone.
Wendy Wasserstein (1950 - ), Isn't It Romantic, 1983
With Love, Jas 9:22 PM
Don't know why.. nowadays keep falling sick.. sighZ.. Just kinda recovered from throat infection.. now got flu again... at this rate i cant donate blood on July already lahZ.. i don't remember anything that i experienced that will make me catch a cold lehZ.. i was not caught in the rain.. nothing.. hmmmnZ.. maybe the last time i swam, the water was too cold.. that's why.. Don't think i am love sick lahZ...
Later i am going to swim, so excited..! i'am always very excited about swimming.. hahaha.. very fun wat.. after swim den can go jacuzzi.. sauna.. steam bath!! wah! Enjoy life!!
Going to look for food to eat.. Hehe! I'll come and update my blog later if there is anything interesting..
Leave you something to think about then...
Sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity.
Henry Bromel, Northern Exposure, The Big Kiss, 1991
With Love, Jas 11:04 AM
Today is the first day my Piggy went to Thailand.. kinda miss him badly already.. haha.. =P so bored at home.. nothing to do.. gotta study though.. felt abit unwell today.. so didn't study at all.. keep sneezing and all.. think caught a cold somehow or rather yesterday.. so i was like sleeping the entire afternoon ( from 2-4.30pm )
Piggy called me just now.. he was using his friend's phone.. cos his has got no Auto Roaming.. good and bad about it..
~Bad~ is that he cant call me until he reach Singapore on the 14th June ( Tuesday )..
~Good~ is that he will save money.. cos if he has Auto Raoming Roming he will end up spending more..
*Piggy is suppose to save money( to buy new car? )*
Going to swim at piggy house tomorrow... not with piggy of course... haha! =P Meeting his sis, Cheryl, to swim in the evening.. looking forward to it.. gonna have some kinda girls talk.. i think i very long never gossip already.. very long never go window shopping already.. kinda deprived already.. there are so many things i wanna buy ( as usual ).. need to buy facial wash from Dermalogica.. i wanna buy new clothes ( white top ) I wanna buy new shoe..
Before piggy is back, i wanna bake another batch of cookies.. hehe! hopefully not using ready mix dough.. Sigh.. piggy forgot to bring to cookies i made along with him.. but nvm.. when he come back, i will have nicer cookies waiting for him!! I'm kinda excited to bake cookies.. i think it's pretty fun.. i love to bake and all.. but i duno how.. maybe one day i shall head down to the library to borrow some recipes etc..
Maybe i shall go have a jog later... getting the inches back already.. must maintain.. ate alot of sinful food for the past couple of days.. ( eg. my delicious cookies, muddy mud pie from coffee club, roti pata, satays )
Ok! signing off with a quotation:
I wish you well and so I take my leave,
I Pray you know me when we meet again.
William Shakespeare
With Love, Jas 6:32 PM
This is the Prisoner of Azkaban!! =P
With Love, Jas 11:02 AM
Woke up quite late.. 11+? just in time for elaine to ask me out for movie.. Harry Potter The Prisoner of Azcaban.. the movie was ok lahZ... no big deal though..i'll give it 3/5 for its computer graphics though... haha!
Met NiC at PS before the movie.. didn't really tok to him cos we gotta rush to the movie..i think he went to watch the same movie too..Saw him alone.. guess he wasn't with siow hui.. or maybe he was.. i dunno..
After the movie.. Elaine, mich and Geok gotta rush back to Amoy Quee.. for Spec course.. Obviously the are freaking late.. even if they take a cab down.. they will also be very late... cos there is a jam on CTE.. haha! 6pm.. people all finish work, rushing home liao mahZ..
Me and piggy went to take a bus.. its been a long time since we last took bus together.. kinda miss those time though.. Parking fees at PS freaking steep.. that's why we decided to park at Suntec then take a bus down.. afterall the total cost is still cheaper than parking at PS!
We then drove to Sin Ming for dinner.. Roti Prata @ Roti Prata house.. i ate 1 egg and 1 plain.. while my piggy ate double my serving.. As wat the name suggest.. piggy can eat alot... after the prata.. he went to buy hor fun! haha.. i guess that's one of his favourite food.. he's alwaes eating that..
After which.. Piggy sent me home of course... guess i'll really miss piggy... he will fly off tomorrow morning already.. sighZ... but nvm.. he'll be back soon! i'll be looking forward to him coming back..
With Love, Jas 10:13 AM
Went to piggy's house to bake cookies... the cookies taste superb! but its ready-mixed ( OoPsZ! exposed myself) haha.. but i still made an effort! dun worry.. one dae i will make my very own cookies for my piggy.. by right suppose to take only 11 mins to bake.. but the cookies took about 15 mins.. maybe the dough was too big.. haha! but big cookies look good mahZ( i bet piggy agrees)
Went swimming with piggy again..the pool today was super cold.. but after completing 10 rounds.. not cold liao lahZ..went hot jacuzzi.. super shiok! i love jacuzzi! i very tired now.. and sleepy... maybe got influenced by piggy's sleeping syndrome..(eat already must sleep) had a very sumptious dinner with piggy and family.. haha.. guess i am gonna grow fat soon.. i have to maintain! gotta do exercise!
With Love, Jas 11:59 PM
Dun mess with me.. =P
With Love, Jas 11:54 PM
I'm not pretty.. i have attitude problem.. i got few friends.. i have few suitors.. i am not attractive... BUT.. i will work towards being more attractive! i will make myself prettier.. i will change my attitude.. i will get to know more friends.. i will make people interested in me..
Tha's why i am starting this blog.. kinda foreign to this.. but must be trendy abit.. people use i also must use.. haha!
***MY MOTTO: CANNOT LOSE OUT!***
so you peeps must help me start... start posting things here ok.. haha! good and bad comments are both welcomed!
With Love, Jas 11:38 PM